~My DreAm!nG WoRld!!~

2011-05-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

I'VE THREW IN MY RESIGNATION LETTER!!!

im gg to a new place,
new environment,
new colleagues,
new kids,
new management..
everythin is new to me..
will i be able to handle it?
will i be able to cope wif it?
actually im quite worried tt wad if i cant handle it well... wad if i cant perform well ...
lots of wad if appears in my mind..

well, i made e choice.. and i believe its e right choice..
so im gonna give my best & do it well.. (:
All e best to myself & jiayou!!

*cheers*

2011-03-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

Im actually blogging wif my iphone!!! :D
Technologies r so advance now.. Lol!!
Well, working life now is damn hard!!!
I dunno how to survive in dis environment where everythin is nt organized..
Everyday im juz gg aimlessly to work... I hate it when everyone is gone... :(
Im nt happy at all now.. Haiz...

Now, der's onli few words to describe me..
-exhausted
-moody
-sad
-stress

I wan a break...!!! Bt its impossible...
Everyday facing all those ppl made me lose all my appetite... Zzzz!!!
Im reali tired... I wan a rest... A v gd rest...... To make myself hold on till e end.....

2010-10-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

wow!
its been ages since im back in blogger!
i've been so so busy in everything..

juz came back frm performance @ Downtown East.
wkends r burnt ... nv reali get to hv a gd & nice rest.
everyday is juz so packed wif stuffs.
hving my lessons every mon, wed and fri nite till 10pm.
juz finished my first aid course ytd.
and i pass e practical & theory exam even though i always fall aslp during lesson!!! YEAH!
haha!

alrite.
im gg to rest now le.
super tired..

trying to rest wheneva i can ....

blogging + Ukimono

2010-05-15T13:48:00.004+08:00

Its nt my shift to work today!
so i slpt till 12pm whereas baby woke up early in e morning 4 his soccer training wif his frens..

time flies..
Its May now..
Its gonna be June in a few wks time..
& guess wad....
we're gg to TW nxt mth!!!
ehy, no.. shld be few wks time..
hehehe..

we've yet to plan where we're gg to visit over der,
we've yet to get our luggage 4 ourselves..
haha..
bt we'll be doing it soon.. =)

im using my Ukimono while blogging..
haha.
it feels great cuz its helping me wif massage & toning!

baby bought me a BIG BURGER cushion cuz i luv it so much!
haha.
it reali looks interesting & most imptly,
its nice to hug!!
whahaha!
shall upload e pict some other day..

alrite,
will be back to update again.. =)
take care folks!

2010-03-30T00:37:00.002+08:00

well, super long din come in le..
so busy working + dating ba.
haha!

2 more mths & my b'dae will be here.
haha..
baby planned to celebrate my b'dae OUT of SG!
Woo~
so excited man..
haha..
baby booked 2 air tix to TW!!
IM FINALLY GG TO TW!!!!
muackz baby!! luv u so much!

reali cant wait 4 e day to come..
when i reach tw, i will say dis..

" Welcome 2 Taiwan" !!!

2010-02-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

YEAH!
CNY is coming !! ~
WOO !
looking damn forward to it.. ;)

went to get new yr clothes, shoes & bag wif baby last few days..
bought 2 dresses, a bling bling heels, a handbag..
hehe.
baby aso gt great stuff..
a fred perry polo shirt 4 my baby.. (:
baby's mum gave me lots of goodies 4 new yr..
so in return i went to get some goodies 4 her too..
hope she likes it.. =)

i cant wait to wear my new clothes & shoes..
frm top to bottom all new..
hehehe!!!

2010-01-10T18:13:00.002+08:00

Its been a mth plus since i've blogged.
went to e zoo today wif baby, 2nd sis & alvis baby. =)
had mac breakfast be4 cabbing to e zoo.

weather was abit hot compared to e previous time i visited wif baby.
but its ok. =)
e previous time i din managed to c my giraffe.
today i saw.!
hahah.
but dey were lyk a statue standing der.
wont even move.
except their mouth & their long tail.

tired & sticky & itchy.
hahaha. tt's wad i felt.
tired cuz had been walking non stop.
sticky cuz of e weather.
itchy cuz of mosquitoe bites.

went home at abt 4pm.
took a rest.. den went to shower.
dinner wif baby & family ltr.. =)

caught a movie - Vampire assistance - wif baby ytd nite.
quite a nice show..
every scene was interesting ... *thumbs up* =)

e tot of working tml makes me restless..
its e sickening Mon again.
& baby is flying to taiwan on tues 4 a wk. =(
im gonna miss him so.!! =(

with love

2009-12-05T16:23:00.004+08:00

Im back.
was hving minor flu last wkend i guess..
but unfortunately my flu leads to fever. lOl.
its such a long time since i had a fever.
hahaha.
i 4gotten when..

caught a movie wif baby on thurs nite.
Twilight new Moon.
quite nice.. but i juz find tt its too much talking. hahhaha
baby love e wolves.. lOl!!!

aft e movie, i had fever. hahaha.
i aso dunno y.
fri went to work but took halfday off aft packing e kids worksheets..
cuz today we had parents meeting session..
so went home to rest ytd and nite time went to perform..
was hell man..
feeling so xin ku..

i had all e comforts frm baby.. (:
think i need to apologize to him cuz i kept complaining to him how xin ku i am.. =(
baby im sry to keep complaining to u.
haha.

today need to reach sch at 8am.
wasn't feeling v well still .. =(
baby woke up early to came over & send me to sch.. (:
and he waited 4 me outside my sch at 1pm to fetch me home.. (:
thanks baby~! u're so sweet..
*muacks!*

alrite.
im gg to take a short nap cuz baby said im still abit feverish.
& im onli left wif 4 mins be4 i need to take my nap..
baby's timing me.
lOl.

nitenite!

Sitec + Concert

2009-11-29T00:59:00.003+08:00

Was a holiday ytd..
so met up wif baby 4 dinner be4 we proceed to Sitex.. (:
had New York(x2)
we onli took pict 4 our dessert..

baby's Mud Pie..
its real black!!

my waffle ice cream. ( i dunno y its e wrong way round.)
LOL!!

e food taste delicious.. =D

baby, dun play wif knife..
its dangerous.. ={
i noe u're angry wif e waiting time 4 dessert. lOl!!!!

finally calm down and was playing wif his phone..
*serious look*

Baby helped me collect alot of brouchers 4 laptops.

haha.

cuz i was thinking of changing a new one. (:

i shall slowly think of which one to get..

****************************************

Today was e concert 4 WorldKids!!

i arrived at sch ard 9.05am.

touch up wif their props.

children started to arrive slowly..

wif e help frm Teacher Ang,

everythin went smoothly. =D

hehe.

thanks a million!!!!!

e mischevious but adorable monkeys.. (:

e adorable & sweet Zhi Xuan..

My adorable class : N2A

On e way to Grassroot Club.. =)

im hell worried tt dey wont do well in e dance..

but overall im reali 100% satisfied wif their performance..

it was e best i've eva seen among all e practises..

dis was a PERFECT one!

im rewarding dem on Mon!!

hehe!!

Well Done N2A!!!

im proud of u all..

i will miss u when u all move up to K1.. =(

to be continue ....

Late updates

2009-11-12T00:08:00.004+08:00

Here were some picts of e kids hving their
Mathematics & Chinese paper on last tues & wed..

Le Tao: " faster finish faster hv my lunch.. im hungry .. "

Xiao Yang: " HA! no sweat!! "

Elia: " daddy says i muz be serious! "

Yu Xin: " mummy says i cannot rush thr my work! "

Yu Fei: " No doubt! im e one wif FULL marks! "

their expressions during their exams r real funny..

some were doing it wif anxious expression..

some were doing it wif sleepy expression..

some were doing it wif terrified expression..

some were doing it wif no sweat expression..

some were doing it wif NO expression ..

lOl!!!

we're gg to finish all e movies tt r showing in cinema..

lOl!!!

every movie we aso wanted to watch..

hahas.

meatballs pasta.

taste nth special. =X

we gobbled up our food & went to "The Cathay" to watch Saw 6.

e show was quite alrite.. lol.

Our food be4 we watch Paranormal Activity.

hahas.

our dessert. (:

baby's waffles ice cream ..

mine i 4got wad is e name. -.-"

e show was super HELL SCARY!!

but indeed a super worth it show!!

baby gave a rating of 5 popcorn..

i gave a rating of 10 popcorn..

LOL!

we watched it @ GV MAX.

tt super big screen .. lOl.

tt was superb!

taken during e trip to Nite Safari.. (:

we had same thing in common..

tt is - fringe convering our eyes -

-.-"

whaha!

Halloween + Eng Exam

2009-11-03T01:00:00.007+08:00

A visit to e Night Safari 4 e Halloween event wif my Boss, Doc Choo, Wang Zi..
(actually its e same person) WHAHAHA!
FINALLY WE MANAGE TO MAKE OUR WAY IN !!! lOl!
its e 1st time im attending Halloween event in my whole 21 yrs of life!
whaha!!

thank u 4 e delicious Spaghettie. (:
i luv it so much !! (:

reali delicious..
hahas..

OHH!!
i luv dis ghost SO MUCH!
she's wearing black & holding a black umbrella standing der..
but in dis pict she's walking abt scaring ppl..
lyk wad i've said.. she was run over by train.
cuz she reali looked lyk those "train stn ghost"
lOl!!!
but i named her e "black ghost"..

dis red ghost..
holding a head..
she would stroke e head in her hand on and off..
we name her e "red ghost"..

we loved e red and e black ghost e most!! =D

i knew those ghost were real ppl wif those ghostly make ups..

but when dey r near me, im still afraid..

hahas!!!

thank u 4 giving me a wonderful Halloween day! =)

hehe.

today e kids had their eng exam..

i purposely put those who cant do wif those who can do.

purpose was to allow dem to COPY!

but who noes COPY aso FAIL!!! -.-"

faint*

look at his expression.

as if he was juz being caught 4 cheating.

concentrating on coloring..

he's thinking " y on earth did i come to sch today?"

stuck wif dis sickening paper. -.-"

( & i dunno y e pict was upside down.)

Le Tao wishes his daddy to be here to bring him home.

is e paper reali tt difficult??

hmmmmm .... ??

Taufiq was so stress..

he did e paper w/o any expression..

Zi Wei thinking real hard 4 e ans ~

Yu Fei did e paper in a relax mode..

lOl.

and he score e highest!! well done!! =)

i wonder will dey hv alphabets nitemare tonite??

lOl!!!
tml dey r hving their maths paper..

i guess everyone will be dead.

haiz.. ~

Doctors frm N2A.

dey did dis 4 their art & craft last fri..

& dey love role play alot..

everyone wans to be doc..

nobody wans to be patient. Zzzz..

end up quarreling who to be doc ..

to be continue ...

nite nite! =)

Art & Craft

2009-10-24T00:11:00.005+08:00

Today had Art & Craft lesson..
we did Nurse Hat..
hahahas.
cuz Oct's theme is on Occupation..

actually dis was e end result of e hat..
i think its quite cute & nice..

shall show u some of my lil' nurse in my class.
here u go ..

Cheng Hong - e mischevious nurse.

Ummi - e pretty nurse.

Taufiq - e smiley nurse.

Wan Jing - e fake smile nurse.

Xiao Yang - e "sa jiao" nurse.

Yu Fei - e blur nurse.

Yu Xin - e rushing nurse.

hahas..
dey look funny wif e hat on esp e boys..

hv always wanted to take a pict of my hot air balloons..
finally i rmb-ed.. lOl!!!

damn sickening!
my LG secret phone is spoilt.. =(
haiz..
gg to spend $ buying new phone again..
tot dis phone will last me .. but who noes.. -.-""
super sian..
nvm.. its time to get a new phone!!! =)
but wad phone to get??? i reali dunno..
sian..

Randomly updated

2009-10-20T00:35:00.007+08:00

Made a Deepavali card 4 e kids to color.
its not consider a card la..
juz smth to do wif Deepavali..

dis was e picture i drew..
think its called "Ringoli" ba...

aft coloring ...

i think dis were e onli few colorings tt were not bad..
some weren't done yet..
so onli took those tt r done.. lOl.
anyway, i gt e idea frm attending alvis baby's lesson wif 2nd sis.
hahas. i was outside e classroom acting not interested, but secretely stealing ideas.
lOl.
bad bad bad!!!

brought e kids out to e playground to hv some fun..
frm left: Aqil (N1), Le Tao (N2), Mirza (N1)

zhi xuan has been asking me to take photos wif her recently.
hahas.
so i went along wif her..

i realize i was wearing e same "green" color shirt as dem.
hahas.
green top and blue bottom. -.-""

dis one taken today.

a "SMALL" gift..

a beautiful box which i luv it so much..

and dis lovely lil' piglet was lying inside.

lOl!!! =)

Donna Carmela

2009-10-10T15:18:00.006+08:00

Someone put us aeroplane..!
u shld noe who u r rite??
HA!

well, a visit to Donna Carmela tgt wif Serene.
cuz someone put us aeroplane.
so we changed our destination instead..
its located at Pasir Panjang.
it was a reali big surprise 4 us..

e restaurant was too high class 4 us..
we were surrounded by ANG MOs!
lOl.
fren help me to book a table under my name.
so we sat down..

e waitress gave us e menu.
when we flipped open, we were stunned.
hahas.
we dun understand e menu at all.
dunno wad language tt was..
-.-"
we took reali long to decide on wad to eat..
finally, we settled on pasta & a pizza, a cranberry juice & an apple juice.
we waited 4 damn long be4 e food arrived.
i think we sat der & talked 4 abt 40 mins be4 e food came.
ZZzzz.

e boss even stopped and said to me: " dun worry, we're cooking 4 u."
lOl.
do i looked worried tt e food wont be here?
haha.

finally e food is here.

serene's mixed seafood pasta. (my own dish name cuz i dunno how to read e damn long dish name)

mine.
Alla carbonara. (i rmb cuz e name is short & sweet)

i reali dunno how to read & wad r those food, so i juz settle 4 dis which im so much familiar wif.
ha.
but it taste different frm those normal carbonara outside..
nt bad!

our pizza.

we dunno wad pizza we're ordering ..
to be exact, we're juz ordering blindly.
haha.

we're laughing & eating at e same time.
juz laughing at wad we're eating.
aft we r done wif our pasta, we proceed to our pizza.
couldn't finish our pasta cuz its way too much.

look at our pizza.
done by serene.
cuz she's picking out all those irritating veges.
but i said those r roadside grass.
cuz it taste lyk roadside grass to me. HA!

i think e following 2 picts look lyk ( spot e difference )
dun believe?
hv a look.

correct??

haha!

serene wif her food.

food was nt bad, quite nice except 4 e weird pizza.

hahas..

aft eating,

we decided to take photos.

using my gg to low batt phone.

lOl!

we think dis was e nicest among all.

haha!

e rest CMI.

and halfway thr, my phone went dead.

and tt ends our photo taking.

paid e bill & off we went.

we spent a total of 82 bucks..

gosh!!!

we took a cab home.

cuz i cant walked!

im wearing my sickening new shoe..

and e blisters r making me real painful..

e skins came out, & i saw blood. ha!

i've used up 9 plasters in total.

and i even bought a new box of better plasters.. Zzzz

i dunno whether i will still dare to wear it out anot.

lOl.

need to consider.

alrite.

to be continue .....

sick

2009-10-03T22:46:00.003+08:00

seems lyk im reali sick dis time rd..
flu + cough + sore throat..
whole body aching .. headache ..
wondering whether am i hving fever..
cuz my stupid and useless thermometer was OUT OF ORDER!
damn!
its e 1st time i heard of thermometer out of order.
how e hell happened??
it showed 40 degree juz now. -.-"
ha!
4get it..
maybe shall go to e doc tml morning.
actually wanted to go today.
but i cant seems to wake up dis morning. lOl.

reali heaty dis few days.
pimples all here to visit me.
%#$!#^!&
reali hate it..

shall not continue le..
headache.. Zzzzz

to be continue ...

Outing wif Alvis baby & sis + bad cramps

2009-09-28T21:40:00.002+08:00

Last sun, well, which was ytd..
haha.
2nd sis invited me to join her and baby Alvis to East Coast Park..
went to a indoor playground called Polliwogs.
had a great time wif baby alvis.. =)
crawling here & der indeed made me real tired.
but i enjoyed it alot wif baby alvis... hehe.

nxt had lunch at Burger King.
den went over to Bugis, concourse to get my childrens' day pressies.
sis & baby alvis went wif me.. thanks! =)

spent alot of bucks on e pressies.
and today i realized, i missed out 6 kids. -.-"
had to get smth else again..
im not gg back to bugis der anymore.
its damn crowded..!

back home,
was packing e gifts in elder sis's room & watching show wif her.
"Heart of Greed" .. e show was great..
although i've watched it be4 .. but it was nice to watch it again..
den off to bed.

voice changed.
due to my flu & cough. =(
ate flu panadol. doesn't help. give up.
bro bought me some kind of tea 4 flu & cough.
& its slightly better by a bit.

weather super hot today.
had bad cramps .. =(
haiz..
hate it man.. sianz..
Zzzzz...

Flu bug

2009-09-26T16:30:00.003+08:00

Flu bug visited me on thurs nite.
Zzz.
went to work today wif flu & slight cough.
same thing, fell aslp while e kids were slping..
went home at ard 2pm.

damn sleepy..
closed my eyes & rest in e bus awhile be4 i alighted ..
e sun was super scorching!!! hate it!!

hv been spending too much recently.
getting e kids childrens' day presents..
and stupid sandles spoilt..
damn it! onli wore 4 a few times..
ZZzz..
things weren't gg smooth & well.
sianz..

how much i wish to hv a holiday break.
but its impossible now.. =(
haiz..
boring.boring.boring.
everythin is boring.
&#!$%@*

Exhausted

2009-09-22T00:10:00.002+08:00

Gosh.
im reali exhausted..
haven reali been slping since last sat.
to be exact, e no. of hrs i slpt was 7 hrs frm sat to today.

cuz our family is hving a ritual ceremony 4 my grandpa & grandma.
im so tired till i even fall aslp during e ceremony wif joss stick in my hand.. -.-"
i miss dem so much. ='(
shall upload e picts tml when im fully awake.

how i wish dey were still ard..
so tt i could share my troubles & feelings wif dem.
i could still slp wif my grandma instead of slping here now.
i rather listened to her olden days stories den listening to all those nonsenses frm her.

to be honest,
i dunno y i cant seems to get along wif her.
wheneva we started talking, i would raise my voice at her.
dun feel lyk answering her.
i juz couldn't talk to her in a peaceful manner.
DAMN IT!

take for example juz now.
i onli said 1 sentence & she's unhappy.
im not talking to her.
wad for she gets angry?

den she started saying me.
given my attitude, of cuz i would defend myself when i think im not in ANY wrong AT ALL!!!!
aft saying wad i wanted to say to her, i juz ignored her.
she continued to nag.. but none of it went into my ears.
it juz bypass thr..
i noe im bad. but i cant help it..
i dunno in wad way she offended me.
when it comes to her, i would always gave tt kind of attitude. =(

haiz..
i hate it when i dunno wad to do...

Im back

2009-09-17T22:48:00.005+08:00

I've nv been away frm blogging tt long..
last post was august..
well, alot of things happened..
a mixture of mood(s)..
i dunno where shld i start..
.. .. ..

in simple, everythin has ended.
to me its extremely miserable..
but i hv no other choice.. i cant bring myself to carry on..
so i said wad's in my heart .. =(
i noe i've hurt him .. but .. tt's e onli way out..
shall not continue on dis le.. ='(

Teachers' Day.
i received alot of presents..
i felt happy.. thanks ..
but i need to get presents 4 dem in return during childrens' day.
shall get it maybe nxt wk..

last Mon.
principal wans me to work 7am .
tt was e 1st shift..
damn worried i might screw it up..
was nearly late.. but still managed to reach be4 7, which was e timing 4 e 1st kid to arrive..
i reached at 6.40am.
inside was dark.
i was frightened by 2 Moths.. -.-"
i jumped up..
HELL.

went off at ard 3pm.
off to ttsh to collect my report..
in exact, was to "hear" my report..
another HELL. hear report aso need to pay 25 bucks!
4 wad? becuz i sat on e chair to wait?
becuz i used e escalator?
becuz i opened e door to e consultation room?
becuz i sat down on e chair to listen to my report?
becuz i watched e tv while waiting??
becuz i wasted e doc's saliva to tell me e result?
-.-"

recently principal told me i need to set e exam papers 4 Nursery 2.
she gave me some references..
need to submit e topics to be tested by end of sept..
need to submit e actual exam paper, (eng & maths) by mid of oct.
reali need to sit down & think seriously..

will be back to update again ..
cuz i juz realize der's a fan of my blog!!!
lOl.

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bottom of my broken heart

2009-08-27T22:01:00.004+08:00

Suddenly i fell frm heaven to hell.
my life no longer sparkles..
no longer as beautiful as rainbow..
to be honest,
i felt reali miserable now..

ytd when i was at home,
i cried 4 e whole nite.
cried till i dunno when did i fall aslp..

woke up dis morning wif a pair of puffy & swollen eyes.
had to put double thick of my eyeliner..
dun intend to go to work,
but had no choice cuz der's not enuff teachers..

i had to put on my mask in sch..
smiling to everyone & playing wif e kids..
when dey were aslp.. everywhere was quiet..
onli at tt moment of time, i could reali heard my heart crying..
i felt lyk i've stabbed my heart wif a sharp knife..
it was bleeding & torn to pieces.. ='(

i always said im fine.. ... but now i realized im not.. ...

how i wish i would nv wake up tml.. .... ='(

naggy post

2009-08-21T22:47:00.005+08:00

Think its been a while since i came in to blog..
im too tired plus busy..
hehe.. =)

previously i mentioned tt im working on my hot air balloon..
dis were e balloons .. hanging across my class...

looks funny rite?
Principal says it looks lyk bomb.
Teacher Ang says it looks lyk Bee Hive..
????
anymore??
lOl.
haven ready yet ok..
be patiance.. (:

oh ya..
Mon i was teaching dem eng..
topic was transportation ..
dis were wad i drew on e board..

i hv nv drew a decent motorcycle & bicycle in my whole life..
now im doing it!!!!
hehe..

well..
basically i 4gotten wad i did 4 e past few days..
except mtg dear 4 dinner aft work..
coming home & slp ..
tt's all ..

der's dis day which i rmb-ed v clearly..
it was a Tues.. 3 days ago..
a real SHITTY day 4 me..

dis was wad had happened..
aft e kids lunch time, while i was abt to prepare their mattress 4 nap time..
i went to get a pail, fill it wif water & spray in some amt of 消毒水.. ( @ dis moment, i 4gotten wad's tt called in eng) ..
anyway, aft preparing, i put e pail on e cabinet where i usually put.
aft putting, Teacher Chris called out to me..
she said dis ..
Chris: " shimin, is Wan Jing frm ur class?"
Me: " Yes.. y?"
Chris: " she had poo on her pants, in e toilet bowl & on e floor."
Me: " HUH! -.-" @_@" "

i wanted to faint when i saw it lor..
Hell man..
had a tough time cleaning her & all e mess she created..
finally done wif e cleaning aft abt 15 mins..! =(

wanted to go & get e mattress & wipped it be4 e kids slpt on it..
den i heard a splash sound & a pail dropping sound.
e kids overturned my pail of water i've prepared to wipe e mattress.
Hell again!!!
i was so damn fed up wif dem .. !!!!
&!#&*!%#!^

had to clean up e mess again ..
finally settle dem to slp..
had my lunch ..
den work on my hot air balloon ..
der's dis lil' kid name cheryl..
she's new here..
heard frm my 2nd sis tt her mum was my sis's fren..
so coincidental.. lOl .. ^^

she was walking here & der wif her bag & water bottle instead of slping..
suddenly she poo..
she had pampers on.. but it leaked out!!
Teacher Michelle asked me to carry her to e toilet & check whether its her or Dylan who poo-ed..
i checked & realised it was her..

Teacher Michelle went to get e mop.
while i quickly looked 4 toilet paper to clear up e poo be4 anyone babies stepped on it..
2nd time clearing poo!!! -.-"

soon time to wake up..
dey had their speech & drama class.
it ended ard 4pm plus..

der's dis girl called Yu xin in my class.
she went to e toilet to poo.
but i dunno how come i saw her standing infront of me wearing her pants..
den out of a sudden,
she POO on e floor right infront of me!!!!
well, she had diarrhoea..

she kept saying sry Miss Hong while crying ..
Hell again..
i went to search 4 clothes 4 her to change..
Auntie Koh help me to clean up my class floor..
while i shower her..
went into e toilet, i found tt she aso poo in e toilet bowl..
so i asked her y didn't she finished it be4 coming out..
she said she had diarrhoea & wanted to look 4 her mum!!!!!!
...........???????????
ok. fine.

and dis moment, Dylan was walking abt ..
he was walking towards e direction of e Poo & abt to stepped on e Poo.!!
i called out to him ..
but his reaction was too slow..
in e end he still stepped on it. =.="
i dunno whether to laugh or to get angry..
So i carried him to e toilet.
Michelle washed his lil' feet 4 him..
haha..

i clean her up including her pants..
3rd time clearing shit!
wth..
tt day i felt lyk i was a night soil collector. @_@"
extremely terrible day 4 me..

went to e saloon on e way home frm work on wed..
was hving mood swing so decided to cut my fringe away cuz its making me damn pissed off.
i had a fringe cut which i would nv agreed to cut in e past..
but i had it cut on wed.. --- BANGS.
e moment i sat down in e saloon,
i regretted. lOl..
but i dare not stood up.. so i gave up..
let her cut..

On thurs,
i brought my class out to e playground to hv some fun aft their maths lesson.
i could c tt dey r reali enjoying themselves & reali freaking happy!
as if dey hv nv been to e playground. lOl.

taken some picts of dem hving fun..

aren't dey cute?

hahas..

although their smiles r super fake.

he's Juvin..

he always comes to my class to disturb me..

so i decided to disturb him back..

New Version of Little Red Ridding Hood..
he's Little White Ridding Hood.
cute??
hehehe.. =P

Met up wif dear ytd nite..
hv our super late dinner..
my fishball noodles..
he ate fried kuay tiao..

its e 7th mth now.
had performance today..
sleepy & tired cuz i woke up at 5.30am today to go to work..
left work at 5pm, rush home to prepare..
still had a lil' time to take some pict..
hahas =D

smile ..

dad says dis looks better den my previous fringe which cant see my eyes.. =)
hahas!!!

today art & craft lesson.

i allowed dem to paint my hot air balloon.

i told dem to HANDLE WIF CARE~!

whoeva destroyed it, will be punished by me ..

haha. im bad.

but i cant let dem waste my effort.!!!

look at dis boy..

yes! dun assume.. he's licking e paint tt gt onto his finger while painting..!!
i scolded him ..

cuz he's always putting things into his mouth when he noes tt its not edible.. -.-"

weirdo.

alrite..

its such a long post.. -.-"

im v tired..

exhausted..

gg to bed now..

to be continue .....

subseqent updates

2009-08-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

Damn!
blogger gt prob again.. -.-"""
reali la. shld give up blogging using dis stupid blogger..

12th Aug 2009 (Wed)

wed aft work,
was supposed to go home myself cuz not mtg up wif dear.
but who noes aft i finished work,
received a call frm him asking me where am i.
told him im walking to e bus stop.
he said he's waiting 4 me @ e bus stop..
but wrong bus stop. lOl!!

its alrite..
at least its a pleasant surprise.. =)

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13th Aug 2009 (Thurs)

thurs work was normal..
aft work,
met up wif dear..
its our Mac day cuz of e Hello Kitty thing.
hehe.. =)

but tt's onli available when u purchased a Happy Meal.. -.-"
but i wanted e shaker fries..
so in e end,
we ordered 2 Happy Meal & 1 MacSpicy Meal Upsize to get my shaker fries..
tt's indeed a lot!!
hahas.
v v full .. =)
cant upload my picts.. =(

P/s: Happy 6th Mth dear!!
i luv u.. =)
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14th Aug 2009 (Fri)

today's art & craft lesson i let dem do Hot Air Balloon..
i highly estimated dem tt dey could do it..
but i was wrong..
in e end im e one doing it 4 dem & Teacher Ang helping me..
thanks alot!! =)
its still undone..
im gg to continue wif it nxt wk..

i swear im not gg to do Hot Air Balloon again ..!!
haiz..
i hope e result would be gd when its done..
if not reali wasted my effort & time.

had dinner wif dear aft work..
we had e delicious chicken rice..
but i had a craving 4 Laksa..
so dear ordered another bowl of Laksa 4 me..
HELL man.
i ate quite alot dis few days.!

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15th Aug 2009 (Sat)

today woke up ard 9 plus..
ZZZzzz.
super tired plus sleepy..
2nd sis & baby alvis came over..

so i spent some time wif alvis be4 i doze off again..
till 12 plus i woke up again..
and den dunno y i fell aslp again..
baby alvis was aso hving his nap..
till ard 2.45pm..

still v sleepy & tired. =(
watched a movie.. " 2 Fast 2 Furious "
cooL... nice...

dear said we'll meet up ard 5 plus..
so i continued my movie till ard 4 plus..
dear msg me said he's coming over..
GOSH! i still haven start preparing yet..
so immediately stopped my movie & rush to bathe.

in e end im onli done ard 5.45pm.
im so sry.. =(

we hv fried kuay tiao 4 dinner..
didn't managed to finish cuz i dun hv much appetite today. =/
so i wasted e food.
haiz..

went to East Coast aft tt..
strolled ard e BBQ area..
c-ing so many ppl hving BBQ session,
i tot of e last time i attended a BBQ session..
damn long ago! -.-"

strolled halfway,
dear piggyback me..
lOl.
think its my 1st time being piggyback??
haha.
i lyk e feeling but so many ppl walking ard.. im shy la.. *v*
haha..

my alighting point was outside e public toilet.
lOl.
cuz we wanted to go to toilet..
walao.. e toilet was damn dirty..!!

quickly get back to e car cuz too many mosquitoes..
went to get drink & tried out my luck..
& welcome a new member.. ---> Mr Nosey..
hehe..
oh ya.. last few days i had a new member too .. ---> Mr Greedy..
too bad i cant upload my picts ... =(

off to play my game .. =)

to be continue ....

TTSH appt (2)

2009-08-11T18:42:00.004+08:00

had my appt @ ttsh today..
started my work @ 8am till 12pm..
dear came to fetch me to ttsh..
be4 tt, we had to send a kid to her sch 1st cuz e principal was busy.

cant eat anythin at least 6 hrs be4 e UltraScan ..
so morning when i woke up, i onli had 3 small butter crackers.
onli had a few sips of water cuz im onli allowed 3 glasses of water be4 e scan..
troublesome ..=x

my appt time was 2.45pm..
but we reached der super early..
e time we reached was ard 1.10pm.
lOl.
had myself registered @ e counter..

went in to wait outside e room ..
@ abt 2pm, all e nurses & doc came back frm their lunch..
@ abt 2.10pm, my name was called..
e scanning took abt 30 mins..
aft tt, im allowed to go..
2 wks ltr i gt to go back to collect my report..

im feeling damn super hungry be4 e scan..
ZZZzzzzz....
so aft e scan, i finished up all e butter crackers tt i usually bought to e centre..

be4 we had our lunch,
we went to petrol kiosk ..
dear top up his car petrol, bought 2 big bags of tibits, a packet of peanut, a cappuccino vanilla coffee & a strawberry milk.
vanilla coffee is 4 him ..
strawberry milk is 4 me..
tt 2 big bag of tibits r 4 us to pinic inside e car..

i dun take coffee at all ..
but dis one was exception..
cuz it had vanilla in it.. =)
u think if der's no vanilla in it i would drink it???
ans is no.. =)

had our lunch aft tt..
meatball noodles..
not bad.. =)

we were too full to start on e tibits..

so dear gave both bags of tibits to me & he onli took e peanut wif him ..

hv been v tired recently..

keep yawning & feeling sleepy.. =(

always no mood + feeling tired..

lyk dis how to survive???

haiz.. =(

to be continue ...

everythin sucks!

2009-08-10T20:07:00.004+08:00

8th Aug 2009 (Saturday)

dragged myself to work on sat..
super tiring.. =(
while e kids r hving their nap,
i laid down to slp wif my fav baby in sch..
we share a single mattress. lOl!!

but i slpt 1st..
hahahas!!!
halfway i woke up & realized tt he's looking at me instead of slping..
den i pat him on his back..
slowly, he fell aslp.. sound aslp.. =)
i went back to slp again..

aft work,
went to hv my hair rebonded & colored.
dear came to look 4 me..
aft my hair session,
we went to East Coast to hv Carl's Jr 4 dinner..

e super BIG burger..

mine :

his:

we were bloated till we cant finish our fries... =(

ard 10pm plus ..
we went to Mustafa ..
walked ard..
shopped ard..
im not e onli one playing wif e soft toys..
dear was playing too..
gg ard wrestling wif e toys.. -.-"
interesting & funny.

saw alot of black ants wandering ard..
lOl.
Oops! =x

by e time i reached home,
it was abt 2am plus ...
dear had to reach ltr den me..
cuz he sent me home 1st..

tt concluded my sat..

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9th Aug 2009 (Sunday)

it was National Day today.
woke up ard 1pm plus..
played game till 4 plus ..
went to take a shower & continued my game..

till ard 6pm,
prepared myself 4 performance located @Jurong..
e stage was damn pathetic.
mic system was damn pathetic aso.. =(
had a hard time singing..

but 1 thing gd was, we were able to go home @ 8.45pm..
tt was early .. =)
reached home, showered & watched a movie..
aft movie, played my game again ..
slpt ard 2am plus..
dis was how i spent my National Day. -.-"
boring ... *yawn*

tt concluded my Sun ..
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10th Aug 2009. (Monday)

Holiday today!!
meaning no need to work.. =)
woke up ard 11am plus..
played my game again ..
till dear called me.. i went to shower..

met up wif him ard 1pm plus..
it was our movie day today.. =) *happy*

went to Tamp mall.
wanted to get e ring Paul mentioned to me..
happily & excited abt e ring..

when we reached der,
we found e ring w/o any sweat.. =)
it was reali beautiful ..
lyk wad Paul said, i would definitely luv it.!!

Indeed!! i luv e ring so much ..!!!
but sadly, no more sizes 4 me.. =((
was reali damn disappointed & sad.. =(((
cant bear to leave e counter. =((
was thinking whether e sales person would suddenly say "yes. i found ur size!"
yeah. in my dream.. =((((
haiz..

came all e way but no more sizes.. =(
went to get tix 4 movie..
was thinking whether to watch w "Up" or "Where got ghost" or "G.I Joe"
both "Up" & "Where got ghost" were FULL HOUSE!!!
so we chose "G.I Joe" ..
not tt lucky, onli left seats tt was 2 rows frm e front. -.-"
HELL near man!

no choice gt to take tt seat.
haiz..

bought Popcorn Combo set & Nachos Combo set..
e person asked me whether i would lyk sweet or salted 4 my popcorn..
i requested 4 mix..
she nodded her head.
but when we finished e whole popcorn,
HELLO WOMAN!!!!! der isn't any SALTED popcorn!!!
pissed me off!

dis was e gift tt came tgt wif e Popcorn Combo set..
a cow calendar.. v cute..

e movie was nice!!
but e seat suxs!

had dinner back in Hg..
was full frm all those junk food we had in cinema..
so we onli had meatball noodles..

e teachers in sch ask me dis ..
" u're so fair.. how come u will pick a malay boy wif such dark skin tone to be ur fav baby? "
i told dem i dunno y..
lOl.

look at e difference.. lOl !!!
tt was my hand & tt was his leg..

can someone tell me y am i feeling so down dis few days??
seems lyk everythin was not in my favor.
nth goes my way..
my mood, my temper, my attitude was reali bad.. ='(
moody.moody.moody.
argh!!!!!!!
i hate myself! Damn me!

to be continue ...

Happy National Day!!

2009-08-06T21:58:00.006+08:00

Today we're celebrating National Day in advance..
cuz tml Teacher Joan & Auntie Koh r on leave..
so im supposed to plan e celebration 4 today cuz im taking e assembly every thurs..

well,
everythin went quite smoothly..
im reali glad.. (:
be4 tt, im reali v stress up & worried..

be4 e start of e celebration,
we're taking photos wif e Singapore flag tattoo on..
everyone was so happy..
hehe..

scream lyk hell during e celebration.
everyone was over excited.
dey juz couldn't stop talking.. -.-"
but it was fun.. (:

Teacher Latifah said " well done Miss Hong! "
i felt reali happy..
hehe

met up wif dear 4 dinner aft work..
had a different dinner today..

dis was our rice..
damn!! i 4got e name..
i onli noe was Salt fish ... bla bla bla rice.. ):
haiz..
me & my poor memory.

look at my bag..
full of keychains..
hahas..
let me intro to u..

Frm e Left :
Mr Super Grover, Little Miss Sunshine, Little Miss Chatterbox, Miss Nurse(dunno her name),
Little Miss Shy, Mr Small, Mr Happy and lastly Mr Oscar.
dear gt me all of dis.. (:
lOl.

gosh.
im real tired..
gotta work dis sat.
actually it wasn't my shift.
but Teacher Joan requested a change in shift wif me.
so i agreed.

luckily Mon its a holiday!! =)
appt in TTSH on tues.. ):
haiz...
damn sian..

**
although der's still some time be4 u go
im alr missing u so so much !!! ='(
haiz...

to be continue ...

my haywire dear

2009-08-03T22:33:00.004+08:00

Im hell sleepy & tired now..
think my flu & cough is coming back.. ):
but i still decided to blog be4 i slp.. (:

did both my hand & toe nails..

now its full of bling bling..
hehe.. (:
i luv it..

sat nite was boring..
alone at home.. ):
so i settle my dinner wif instant noodle bought by dear few days ago.

aft noodle session,
i actually sat down infront of e tv & finished a show.
title " Stay Connected "
i've watched it be4 le..
but still wanna watched again..

it was late..
ard 11 plus..
i went to bed..
ZZZzzzzz ..

mtg up wif dear on Sun noon.
which was ytd.
we went 4 a movie.. =)

bought some snacks in to chew on..

its actually alot of snacks..
we were FULL!

e show was HELL hilarious..
super funny !!
hahas..
rating: 5/5 !!
*thumbs up*

enjoyed watching movie wif u dear.
i wan more movies wif u.. (:
can??
hehe. =X

aft tt,
went 4 our dinner..
we weren't hungry at all.
but i promised my dad i will eat be4 i come home 4 performance.

our dinner.

e not reali nice fishball noodle.
i luv e Yishun fishball noodle.. (:
not onli me.. including dear.
lOl !!

back home to prepare 4 my performance..
still gt some time left be4 gg out..
so start to take some photos..

deleted quite alot..
cuz alot reali dun look nice.. ):
all becuz of my untidy hair.
i wan to rebond ASAP!!!!!
but i wan my hair to be longer be4 i rebond.
so gotta wait.. ):
***pls faster grow... my dear hair..

performance was alrite..
luckily nth goes wrong..
*phew..
thanks Michelle's dad 4 e ride home.. (:

today i guess smth muz be damn wrong wif my dear.
he's gone totally haywire!!!!
probably his wires r all connected wrongly..
needs to be repair..
-.-"
lOl !!

ok.
im reali tired le.
gg to bed..

to be continue ....

thoughts

2009-07-30T21:59:00.007+08:00

As i mentioned i was on MC on Mon & Tues..
Tues, dear brought me to Sim Lim Square..
to get extra memory 4 my dying laptop.
lOl !!

be4 we set off,
had our breakfast @ a nearby coffee shop..

i think e noodle was juz alrite onli..
it dun taste reali fantastic..
i preferred e one in Yishun .. (:
dear said dis one was nice cuz of e vinegar added.. =/
i dun lyk vinegar .. ):

aft tt,
off we went to Sim Lim ..
e weather was damn hot lyk hell ..

we were still munching dis snack along our journey ..
dis made us more thirsty .. =[

aft buying our "memory",
off we went ..
had our late lunch ..
how late???
v v extremely late ..
ard 4pm ++..
had Mac..

e Seaweed shaker fries is back in action!
WoOoo.. tt's my fav!! =D
went home aft tt..
was tired .. but happy .. =)

*************************
on e way to work today,
bump into my kid inside e bus ..
der were his grandma, grandpa & younger bro.
e 4 of dem boarding e bus, heading towards e centre.

when dey saw me,
dey were so excited tt dey talked so loudly.. =s
dey asked if dey could leave both their grandsons to me..
wanted me to bring e kids to e centre so tt dey do not need to alight frm e bus..
i said yes, juz leave dem to me ..
dunno where dey were heading to .. carrying a big luggage..

so i gt off e bus wif e 2 kids, and their sch bags..
e younger one was quite heavy..
and i felt lyk i was their nanny at tt moment..
i was carrying my own bag, their 2 sch bags, carrying e younger one, & holding on to e elder one.
it was e 1st time i saw dem not sitting in their stroller ..
but was carried by e grandparents.. -.-"

so when dey were wif me,
i had to carry e younger one, & hold firmly to e elder one.
cuz dey were so "protected" tt dey cant reali walked long distance.. -.-"
hands were damn tired when i reached e centre.

met up wif dear 4 dinner.
had Mac again @ Compass pt.
hehe.
i luv both e seaweed shaker fries + McSpicy.. =)

poor dear had to acc me becuz he noes i luv Mac.. (:
well dear, u can Reject e idea of eating Mac if u dun wish to.. (:

our dinner today..
was abit messy cuz we nearly 4gotten to take pict..
hehe..!
saw tt hello kitty thing??
hahas.
tt's e toy 4 Happy Meal..
dear ate Happy Meal so tt he could get me e Hello Kitty toy.
hehe..
love u dear!

aft tt,
went to get a lil' present 4 teacher Fangyi.
cuz tml's her last day wif us..
she's gg to cont' her study.
gonna miss her so much!! ):
but still all e best to her in wadeva she do.
May she excel in her studies.. =)

lastly,
i shall end e post wif dis pict..

guess wad's tt??
fries? yes its fries..
its a modified fries by dear.
Mac had Seaweed Shaker Fries.
He had Black Pepper Shaker Fries.
taste not bad.. (:
try a few more times would be perfect le.

some thoughts came across my mind today..
y cant ppl juz be more sharing??
y ppl always complaint abt other ppl when dey demselves r not tt gd either??
y ppl always think tt dey were e ones who scarifies but actual fact, dey did not do anythin??
y ppl always think tt dey were e apple in other ppl's eyes??
y ppl always think tt dey were e best among all??
y ppl always complaint tt other ppl imitate dem when dey demselves imitate others??
y ppl always think tt dey suffer more den anyone else when other ppl r reali suffering??
y ppl always lyk to compare wif each other when both r equally e same??
y ppl always lyk to boast ard when dey demselves r not reali tt capable??
y ppl always think tt dey were e king/queen while others r e slaves??
y ppl always think tt dey were so damn pitiful when dey r onli acting??

i dun understand at all.

dis were e ppl i came across.
not saying im perfect or better.
im not tt gd either.
but cant u all juz keep quiet & allow others to hv a piece of mind??
....

to be continue .....

maggie mee feast

2009-07-28T00:44:00.003+08:00

Walaos!
blogger is finally ok. -.-"

dis was e lunch we had ytd (sun).
i cant hv cold drink..
so dear acc-ed me to hv non ice cold drink in such hot weather..
tt's v sweet of him..
hehe.. (:

aft our lunch,
went to North Point to window shop awhile..
aft tt,
went home as i was super tired..
e day be4 i slpt @ ard 3am & ytd morning woke up ard 7.30am ..
cuz der's a performance early in e morning @ 10.30am @ geylang west.
somemore im hving bad cramps e whole of ytd. ):

ytd nite couldn't slp well ..
cuz of e cramps. =(
woke up today wif cramps again..
unbearable ~~

early in e morning ard 7.15am,
dear sent me his lovely food.
baked by him ytd..
reali taste v nice.. (:

i went to e doc ..

told e doc i had cramps..

quite embrassed.. cuz e doc was e male..

in e end,

he issued me an MC 4 2 days..

today & tml ..

so i was able to rest more..

in e early aftnoon,

dear came over ..

well, i asked him not to packet any food.

i'll cook.

but dear said he wanna eat maggie mee..

so i cook our maggie mee lunch wif spicy mince pork cubes & his fav "salty salty fish"

i dunno wad's tt called in eng..

der's meat & fish..

hahas.

not bad rite??

wanna cook porridge but dear said dun wan..

he wans maggie mee..

lOl.

argh.

cramp is here again..

im gg to take e med & off to slp..

gdnite!!

to be continue ....

离地 = 流鼻涕??

2009-07-23T21:13:00.004+08:00

DAMN BLOGGER!!!
i still cant blog properly!
nth appeared..
juz a space 4 me to type..
so?
wad can i do??
juz type blindly!!!

both ytd & today,
dear sent me special delivery.. (:
he new i would get hungry ard 5pm+..
and when i get slightly hungry, my gastric pain immediately follows.. =(
so he bought me chicken puff & curry puff ytd ..

today he bought me teriyaki puffs, egg tart, and cake 4 me..
wif strawberry milk included 4 both days. =)

thanks dear!!
love u much!!

so dis were my dinner 4 both days.
i need to go on diet..
am eating too much junk food ...

today smth v funny happened in sch..
i shall relate it in chinese..
dis was wad happened..
i decided to give dem biscuits..
so i said ...
要吃饼干的给我坐下。
屁股离地的没有饼干吃！
屁股没有离地的才有饼干吃！

some understood wad i said so faster sat down..

der's a girl stood up and say loudly & proudly to me,
老师，我的屁股没有流鼻涕！
我可以吃饼干！！！

everyone stood up & followed wad she said.
.............???.........................???................... -.-"

i looked at dem & laugh to myself..
did i say 流鼻涕??
lOl!!

hahas!!
a bunch of adorable kids.. (:

stupid blogger,
i cant upload any photos..! =(

4get it..
to be continue ...

a moody entry

2009-07-19T21:10:00.004+08:00

Met up wif dear today.
went to hg mall.
had Pasta Mania 4 breakfast + lunch..

a close up..
my creamy chicken..

i 4got wad's e name of his..
it starts wif "C"
-.-"

dis is called Meat Lovers???
i dunno..
but its nice..

a full meal.

went shopping awhile aft tt..

bought some stationaries 4 sch..

den home sweet home.

fell aslp wif 2nd sis & lil' alvis.

3 of is slpt till 7pm+

elder sis packed dinner 4 me.

thanks!

tml's Mon again..

Mon blues tt's 4 sure.. :(

thinking of getting a new slipper ..

still considering ~

im tired..

Bye..

to be continue ....

butter crackers

2009-07-17T21:59:00.002+08:00

Its fri today!!
no singing lesson today. (:
so i get to come home early to rest..
cuz gotta work tml.. ):

haven been blogging since mon.
dun even noe where shld i blogged frm.

met up wif dear aft work today.
we didn't hv a proper dinner meal..
juz had 2 puffs each..
1 teriyaki chicken puff & 1 curry puff.
and a bottle of strawberry milk each..
tt was alr filling 4 me... (:

went to stock up my biscuits 4 my kids in sch..
aft tt, home sweet home..

was too tempted by e Honey Star dear bought 4 me.
so pour a bowl of HL milk & pour in my Stars... =)
Delicious ~~~

i fell in luv wif butter crackers dear intro to me..
im gg to finish e whole tin myself. =X
hehe.

alrite.
im tired..
gg off to bed cuz i promised him i'll go slp early..
if not he said he's gg to smack my backside when he sees me..!
lOl.

to be continue ....

appt @ ttsh

2009-07-13T21:52:00.005+08:00

Took half day frm work today.
cuz i went to e appt schedule @ ttsh today ..
no choice gt to go..

so dear came to fetch me today @ 12 plus.
went to hv our lunch 1st be4 proceeding to ttsh.
cant resist e delicious food ..
so 4gotten to take pict be4 eating.
onli managed to take dis ..
nth left.. except cucumbers & tomatoes.
lOl !!!

aft tt,
went to ttsh ..
actually its quite fast..

e waiting time & consultation time was juz nice..
not long nor short..

doc began by asking me few qns..
he even ask me if i understood eng..
do i look lyk someone who dun understand eng???
and i reali dun understand tt how come wheneva i visit e doc,
e doc would always explain to dear instead of me.
do i look lyk i dun understand at all...??!!!

aft e doc done wif check up,
i heard him telling dear tt he suggested me to go 4 e dunno wad scope.
meaning he'll insert smth into my throat to reach my gastric .. =/
aft hearing tt,
i immediately freak out.
nearly cried out man.. =(

so dear ask whether if i do tt,
will i be conscious or unconscious??
.......
I DUN WAN TT !!! ='(

i think e doc knew tt i dun wan to do tt..
so he suggest another way..
tt is to take a 6 wks medication den go back 4 a scanning ..
if by tt time e prob still persist,
den i'll go 4 e scope..

had no choice but to agree on dis.. =(
aft consultation,
went to collect my appt date & time plus my med.
nxt appt will be in aug.

dear said i was a gd girl to turn up 4 e appt,
thus he rewarded me wif dis ~

hehe..
sounds lyk im a kid. =D
i luv it!!! =)
thanks dear!
muackz*

went home to rest awhile den off we went 4 dinner.
initially wanted to hv noodle 4 dinner.
but both of us weren't hungry..
so we went to buy snacks & a 1.5 mineral water..
picnic inside e car.. =)
dear was exploring e games in my phone.
he's trying to break my record.

well, some of e games he did managed to break.
lOl..

soon its time to go home..
need to work tml.
tml's working time is 9 - 6.
ZZzzzz..

alrite,
im gg to do my stuff den rest le..
stupid gastric isn't well again.. ):

****
Happy 5th Mth my dear!!
luvs every single bit of things u've done 4 me. (:
love u lots lots.. !!

to be continue ...

Fruitful Sunday

2009-07-12T22:56:00.003+08:00

received a call frm dear @ ard 10am plus dis morning..
he asked me to open my hse door.
i HUH v loud.
lOl..
den i said ok..

at tt moment,
i tot i was dreaming..
so i took awhile to open e door..
thinking whether izit real or its juz a dream.

went to open e door wif my sleepy look + my messy hair..
he was standing outside wif a box of cookies..
e cookies were made by him e nite be4..
as a result, he onli slpt at ard 2.30am tt nite..
im full of touch + surprises.. =)

aft handing me e cookies,
off he went to attend to his stuffs..
i tried to go back to slp..
but i was v awake.
lOl..

e cookies tasted reali v nice..
even my sis & bro said its delicious.. (:

met up wif dear again at ard 1pm plus..
we went to hv our lunch..
had Tom Yam noodle..
its been a long time since we had it..

aft our lunch, off to Bras Basah...
to take a look at e laminator..
well,
it cost e same. -.-"

den went to Carrefour to get e laminating pouch.
cuz it cost cheaper over der..
aft tt,
went to Compass pt's popular.
decided to get e laminator der cuz i've gt popular card..
i could get it at 10% off.
hehe..

on e way,
dear went to buy Soyabean drink..
again he bought 4 cups.
lOl .

we talked abt Otahs on e way too..
cuz i saw e 1st Grade Otah van ..
hahas.
so he said we shall find out y izit called e 1st Grade Otah.
so we ended up wif so many Otahs.
14 in total.

a bigger one.

happily eating in e car..

wif Otah in 1 hand,

& wif Soyabean drink in another hand.

wonderful.. (:

ard 6 plus..

went home.

rest awhile..

ard 7 plus..

went out wif sis & BF.

to Tampines...

went shopping + to packet our dinner..

i did not get anythin except a packet of prawn cracker & tuna .

hahas.

tt was my shopping.. (:

alrite,

gg to slp soon..

gotta wake up early cuz im working @ 8am - 12 pm tml..

had half day off as tml's e day i need to go to TTSH 4 appt. ):

reali had no feel in gg. ): ): ):

haiz ...

***

reali hate myself 4 being such a selfish person.

i shld hv learn to be more understanding ..

im sry.

to be continue ....

cutie kids

2009-07-11T19:53:00.012+08:00

ytd was fri.
not much things to do..
so aft washing all e toys,
i took picts wif e kids in my class..
shall show u how cute dey were.. (:

initially,

was onli taking pict wif dis girl.

but end up everyone wans a shot..

so i gt dem to line up.

lOl..

dis explains y everyone was in e pict. =)

dey had fun..

i had fun too..

dear popped up ytd out of nowhere.

its a surprise frm him !! =D

he bought me puffs frm POLAR & Dutch Lady strawberry milk.. (:

it was simply delicious..

hehe..

thank u dear !!

always loving u lots!!

i saw dis girl who was in K2.

she had dis beautiful barbie doll pencil case..

i think tt's so so so beautiful & i wanted 1 4 myself..

so ytd aft work,

Teacher Michelle acc-ed me to North Point Popular..

i went to get e pencil case..

hahas.

actually i onli wanted e pencil case,

but i bought more den tt in e end..

a make up pouch, pencil case & a lunch box.

Michelle even helped me to choose...!

lOl !!

dad saw it..

he laughed .. -.-"

lesson ytd nite.

as usual, gotta wait..

i reached at 8.50pm.

ended up onli started singing at 10 plus. -.-"

came home ard 12am plus..

poor dad gotta go help out my teacher wif smth.

haiz..

today met up wif dear 4 lunch ..

had KFC.

i dunno y i always felt disguisted when i think back of e KFC chicken pieces.. =(

and im too hungry today tt i've lost my appetite to eat..

so poor dear had to finish up my share too..

hehe.

so sry ya.. =P

went to Guardian to get e Anti-headlice shampoo.

im so afraid i'll get it too..

cuz too many kids in sch gt it..

im afraid. im paranoid.

i wanted to protect myself frm getting it.

so i went to get it.

got 1 4 teacher chris too.

cuz she's aso afraid..

hahas.. ~

played wif dear's tie ..

haha.

haven wore a tie since my sec sch days..

missed e feeling...

to be continue ...

sianzation

2009-07-08T22:35:00.004+08:00

FINALLY!!
im able to upload picts again..

lets c wad we hv 4 dinner ytd nite..
dear tot its FOC or he's feeding pigs..
its reali too much 4 e both of us..

my mee goreng noodle..

his mee goreng mee hoon ..

mutton curry..

his yucky ginger drink.. called teh aliah.. ( dunno correct spelling anot )

my nice cooling ice milo..

super full ytd..

aft dinner,

went to top up some bread 4 my tea break 4 work..

Home Sweet Home aft tt..

today during lunch time,

dear sent me desserts..

cuz e weather was super hot. =(

cold cold desserts ..

dis was e cold, smooth & soft beancurd ..

i finished it within a few mins aft my lunch.. (:

reali delicious..

dis was e soybean milk wif grass jellies..

i put it in e sch's fridge ..

cuz i was so full ..

took it home to drink wif my dinner.. (:

thanks alot my dear!!

let me intro to u my baby in sch .. lOl

name: Dylan Lucas
age: 2+
lvl: PG (playgroup)
race: Malay

isn't he cute??
hahas.

recently aft their aftnoon nap,
he'll run to my class immediately looking 4 me..
i'll always welcome him wif open arms.
he'll run to me and i'll carry him..

while carrying him,
he'll hug me & kiss me on my cheeks..
sometimes he would hold my face v tight to his face ..
a v warm & sweet action..

when i said bye to him..
he would show me e sad face & make some noise to ask me to stay..
cuz he cant speak yet..
e onli 5 words he noe were " me, mama, papa, mum mum (eat), bye .. "
lOl.. =P
he's reali adorable..

e principal said im gg to spoil him.
lOl.

i luv buning my hair up again..
its cooling & neat.
some of e teachers wanted to bun up too..
dey had e hair stick but was not successful in buning..
i told dem " bring ur stick, i'll show u how.. "
dey said OK.
hahas.

i still rmb-ed dis was taught to me by mic ..
when we're in poly yr 1. (:

feeling super sian..

im gg to bed..

****

haiz... ):

to be continue ....

fed up

2009-07-06T23:25:00.005+08:00

STUPID BLOGGER!!!!

I CANT BLOG MY PICTS!!!! ):

haiz..
its so fed up when u cant hv picts in ur blog.

ytd im still feeling sad + teared.
today im slightly better..
as i said,
i'll be fine aft a gd nite slp..
so dun worry..

today wasn't a gd Mon to start wif.
im HELL pissed off by e kids in sch.. -.-"
all e way till i met dear aft work.
finally i was able to cheer up a lil'.

weather today was cooling..
but towards nite time,
its super cold..
couldn't withstand e coldness..
dear said he saw my goosebumps appearing..
lOl !!

alrite.
im gg to bed..
im tired..
ZZZzzzzzz .........

******
能不能给我一首歌的时间
紧紧的把那拥抱变成永远。。。

sry

2009-07-05T21:56:00.005+08:00

Its 10pm now.
actually tot of gg to bed.
but i haven had my dinner yet..
Sis & Bf ordered Pizza.
its till on e way.. so gotta wait...

spent my sun at home tidying my wardrobe & watching movies..
taking a rest frm daily work.
i realize im reali tired. ):

gastric acts up both ytd & today.
sianz....

im not angry..
im juz sad..
not becuz we cant meet today.
becuz im waiting 4 ur sms e whole day.

i noe u're busy ..
but all i hope was juz a msg.
regardless of wad e msg content was.
but it did not came in..

finally i received ur sms.
in e msg,
ur content was str. forward.

i noe im supposed to be understanding..
but sometimes i juz cant ctrl myself.
im sry.

dun worry abt it.
i'll be fine..

****
i rmb-ed someone once told me dis ..
" tilt ur head upwards when u felt lyk crying. in dis way, ur tears wont rolled down.. "
but y doesn't it work on me today ?? :(

No doubts

2009-07-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

Damn!!
i still cant post picts to my blog..
y???!!!
seriously dunno wad happen lor.
is everyone experiencing dis or im e onli one??? ):

ytd aft work,
went to take formal pict wif dad.
no lesson ytd nite cuz i wanted to rest my voice & throat.
so dad went to help one of e teacher out wif smth.

he took e photos of me & him to give it to our teacher.
i tot everythin was ok & alrite.
who noes ...
ard 11 plus.
dad called me & said my photos were unacceptable cuz of my fringe. -.-"
pissed off...!

so today i went to take again aft work. ):
waste my $$...
%@!&#@#@

met up wif dear 4 dinner today.
had Burger King.
aft tt,
went to watson 4 some shopping.
spent 79 bucks at 1 shot...!!
OH MY GOSH!

went to Popular.
checked out e laminating machine tt i wanted to get.
cost 79 bucks.
shld i get it anot..??
still considering. . .

i threw a tantrum ytd nite.
and i did a stupid thing.
told dear abt it over dinner today.
he laughed @ me.. -.-"

aft dinner.
we drove to Geylang.
lOl.
cuz i wanted to c e nite life of Geylang.
hahas.

so dear drove me der to take a look.
onli saw a few girls "working"
but i managed to c their pink pink purple purple houses.
HAHA. aiya.. onli dear knew wad im talking abt.
hehe..

he said he's not been der 4 quite a long time.
FYI: he went der to EAT. not ehem ehem ehem ... =P
so he's not v sure where r e "workers" ..
so we were spinning ard & ard..
till ... we gave up.
lOl.

went to get our soya bean milk.
he actually bought 4 cups whereby der's onli 2 of us. -.-"
maybe he wanted to feed his gd buddies in his car. =p

its late.
so its time to head home..

*******
3 simple words 4 everythin.

I LOVE U !!

reason

2009-07-02T21:26:00.004+08:00

Haiz..
dunno wad happen to blogger's photo uploading system.
no photos appeared aft i've uploaded. ):
shall try again in e nxt post.

dinner wif dear ytd & today.
went to North Point popular ytd.
thinking of getting a laminating machine.
cuz e teachers were saying der's POPULAR SALES !

but when im der ytd,
it doesn't appeared to be hving any SALES???!!
ZZzz..
perhaps its over. ):
haiz..
4get it.

when is my normal actual voice coming back??
im sick & tired of dis voice which is not my usual one. ):
damn!

so so tired..
think im gg to slp ..
working life is real tiring.

******
To my dearest:

im trying to be a better girl 4 u..
but if sometimes i failed to do so,
pls dun get mad at me..

im trying to be more understanding..
but if sometimes i failed to do so,
pls dun get mad at me..

im trying to keep my cool when we cant meet..
but if sometimes i failed to do so,
pls dun get mad at me..

ppl says everythin happens 4 a reason..
therefore my reason 4 everythin tt happened is ..

cuz i luv u so ..!

to be continue ....

feeling down

2009-06-28T20:53:00.004+08:00

Our dinner on i 4got when.. =(
think shld be on Tues.
chicken rice..
nice & delicious..

dis was our dinner on Thurs nite.
dear said he's craving 4 fried kuay tiao..
so we went to hv it..

i rmb-ed dear sang a song wif dis lyrics..
" it doesn't matter black or white... "
lOl.
he said its Micheal Jackson's song.

and e nxt morning he told me Michael Jackson passed away.
OMG !
cant believe it.. =(
e world had lost a KING in e music industry..
its quite wasted ...
haiz...
RIP MJ.

performance ytd & today.
not enuff slp + my bad cramps. ):
dear waited 4 me @ my performance venue ytd.
he din told me he'll be watching my performance..
he onli told me he'll be der awhile to c me cuz we cant meet up on both Sat & Sun due to my performance.
in e end, he stayed till my performance was over.

dad gotta sent e flowers used 4 decoration back to my lesson place.
and he said he'll be home late.
so asked me to go home 1st..
so dear sent me home.
hehe.. (:
love u my dear !

reached home,
bathe & fall aslp ard 12am.
Zzzzz..

woke up ard 11 plus to prepare 4 performance which was @ 3pm - 6pm.
gotta leave hse @ 1 plus..
dad went off 1st cuz he gotta go der to help my teacher to decorate e place.
so Michelle's dad came to fetch me.

be4 performance.
i felt breatheless. ):

halfway thr e performance,
power failure.
how i wished everythin ended @ tt v moment.
den i dun need to sing.
cuz of my cough + flu. ):
but sadly, still gt to sing aft dey hv e power supply back.

everythin ended ard 6.15pm..
went to hv dinner wif everyone.
back home ard 8pm+..

shower & here im blogging.
im happy cuz getting my pay on tues.. (:
hehe.
$$$ again..

and on e 1st of July,
government is gg to PAY us.
lOl.
happy.
although not alot.. but still its $$$.. =D

******
today,
i hugged my kitty,
i cried.

to be continue ....

Jurong Bird Park

2009-06-24T20:32:00.006+08:00

Picts taken ytd.
finally aft much soft approach + persuading..
both of dem finally started writing.. -.-"

dis boy here,
gt to keep saying .. " v gd taufiq.." den he will continue to write.

dis boy here i hv to keep saying .. "danial, gd boy do ur work.. ltr i give u biscuit.. "
den he sat down and write.

but aft awhile....

stopped again. -.-"
he began to get lazy..
in e end,
he juz hold on to e pencil & stare blankly....! @_@

Today's weather was cool..
not hot..
cooling .. nice.. (:

set off @ 9am sharp today.
off to Jurong Bird Park.
Teacher Chen prepared 4 plastic bags..
2 big 2 small.
cuz der's a girl in my class whom will vomit due to bus sickness.

i prepared her wif plastic bag.
asking her to hold it herself near her mouth juz incase she vomitted.

halfway thr e journey,
reali vomitted .. BUT ..
its not my girl whom vomitted.
its another girl frm class 2B. -.-"
nobody prepared plastic bag 4 her cuz no one noes she will vomit as e last 2 outing,
she was perfectly fine.
damn!
i gotta clean up 4 her.
it reali stink!!!

4get abt tt.

reached our destination..
went to visit e penguins 1st..
super cute lor.
actually i think its my 1st time looking at those pengunis..
reali v v nice..

snap some photos of dem while holding on to those kids.
photos not v clear cuz im multi-tasking.
taking & looking at those kids incase dey wander off by demselves.
lOl.
its feeding time when we arrived.
juz nice.. (:

penguins standing ...

i reali wonder wad r dey looking at or thinking when dey stood der motionless... ??

im reali curious.

onli managed to take picts of penguins.

cuz tt's e onli time i can let go of their hands..

y? cuz dey were so engrossed in penguins. (:

isn't she cute????

haha.

she's reali cute, esp wif e raincoat on.. =)

btw, its not raining. lOl.

quite disappointed actually.

no performance by e birds.. ):

hoping to go back der again e nxt time if i hv e chance...

on our way back,

e 2 girls tt vomitted earlier on,

were seated tgt 4 better observation.

prepared plastic bags 4 both of dem.

ended up, both of dem fall aslp.

lOl.

tt's gd.. no vomit. so i dun need to clean dem.. =)

reached sch..

e kids had their quick lunch, bathe & slp.

me too slpt till 3.15pm.

some of dem had their speech & drama class.

e rest of e kids played toys..

onli dis girl frm my class had e initiative to do her writing of A B C..

a reali obedient girl.

during parents mtg session,

when talking to her parents,

i had nth but full of praise 4 her..

well done Zi Wei !! (:

no wonder she's e one i doted most in class.

hehe. (:

dis was e dinner tt me & dear had last nite.

nth but fishballs.

lOl !

its thurs tml again..

i hate thurs.

cuz i had to do assembly.. ):

dunno whether i had to voice to do story telling tml anot..

shall c how tml.

alrite.

to be continue ....

lost voice

2009-06-23T22:00:00.002+08:00

Took half day off today frm work.
went home @ ard 1pm aft e kids r hving their nap.
was so hot and tired..
ZZZzzzz.

reached home slpt till ard 6.30pm..
met up wif dear 4 dinner ..
had fishball noodle again.
cuz NO CHICKEN 4 me now!!
its a NONO seriously.
(alrite. im lazy & tired to upload e photos. tml ba.)

totally no voice lor.
damn sian..
had difficulty in talking now. ):

worst part is,
tml e kids r gg 4 excursion to Jurong Bird Park.
how am i gg to communicate wif dem ....????
lOl.
hand sign. ??
dey dun understand la.
haiz..

will try my best to project my voice out.
sun performing again..
hopefully my voice will be back by den...
**Pray**

im tired.
gg to slp le..

to be continue .....

tired

2009-06-22T21:44:00.005+08:00

Dear bought me 2 tubs of Haagen-Dazs Ice Cream ..
Melon flavour & my fav Vanilla flavour.
YUMMY..

he aso bought me Cheese 4 my bread.. (:
it comes wif a free Chesdale wallet.
and he gt me e pink one. -.-"
i told him tt's 4 kids.
he said doesn't matter..
let me play wif it.. -.-""

today aft work,
had dinner wif dear.

had delicious Chicken Rice.
Fantastic !

ordered another food..
Fishball noodle..
guess both of us weren't tt full ba.
hahas.

and not 4getting our drink.
Soyabean drink ~

aft dinner,
went to e doc again.. ):

same thing.
cough & flu.
it doesn't seems to go away.
now wif a lil' lost of voice.. =(

dis time rd,
e doc changed my med.
hopefully it works..

took a few photos of my class deco be4 returning dem their art pieces..
- Cotton Tree -

- Watering -& - Name Frame -

- Little Puppet - & - Sparkling Ice Cream -

onli managed to take a few.

cuz e rest were quite difficult to take.

will try to take those art pieces hanging across e classroom tml..

be4 i fully remove all ..

alrite.

im reali tired..

gg to bed le..

to be continue ....

Excursion Update, Open Hse + Parents mtg session

2009-06-20T16:02:00.005+08:00

im back to update..
been v busy dis few days..
haven had a gd slp ..
becuz of today, - Open Hse + Parents Mtg Session -

lets update on e day of excursion..
to e Discovery Center..
its quite far frm center..
bus came to pick us up @ ard 9am.

spent abt 4 hrs der..
tough to manage e kids cuz dey simply wont follow instructions to walk in a row of 2.
dey kept gg out of e line till e extend of walking quite far away frm e line. -.-"
how did dey do tt ....??

dey were funny.
@ ard 12pm,
dey started to complain tt dey were hungry..
cuz normally @ tt timing, dey were hving their lunch..
but dey had to wait till dey gt back to e center den dey r able to eat..

@ ard 1pm+,
we're alr on our way back to center..
some of dem fall aslp once e bus started driving..
cuz tt's their nap time..
hahas.
so cute.. =)

ytd was supposed to finish work @ 6pm.
i stayed awhile to touch up my deco 4 my class 4 today's event.
ard 45 mins ltr,
im done!

went over to fanyi & michelle's class to help dem instead of gg home.
cuz e previous teacher took all e deco(s) down cuz she's leaving. -.-"
anyway she had alr left.

e 2 of dem were rushing lyk mad.
so i decided to lend a helping hand.. =)
we even had dinner @ e center.
ordered Mac delivery ..
lOl !

aft eating, continue again ..
busy busy busy till ard 10.50pm.
finally everythin r done.
we were able to go home.. (:

1st time eva in my life i've worked till so late..
and fangyi even lost her slipper..!
lOl !
someone stolen it??
hahas..
but im happy tt dey r able to complete everythin be4 today..
hehe..

today woke up@ 6.30am.
prepared myself den make my way to center.
am e 1st teacher to reach lor.
hahas.
too early i guess.
but its alr 8.30am.. supposed to report @ 9am..
its better to be early den late.. (:

slowly everyone came..
fangyi found her slippers!
its over @ e other center.
lOl.
how did it went der.. ??!!??

did a final touch up of my class..
slowly parents started coming..
it was my 1st time attending parents mtg session as a teacher myself..
actually im quite excited..
all e parents i've talked to r v friendly and nice..
except 4 1 of e boy.
e mother was ... SO DAMN PROUD.
she tot her son was so perfect .. tt she could show her arrogant attitude.
bleahz*.

everythin ended @ 2pm.
nice .. cuz its time to go home..
yipee. !!
everythin went smoothly..
principal bought curry puffs 4 e teachers ..
so i had 1 too.. =)
delicious..

e principal gave me a ride home..
thanks Miss Emily! =)

its time 4 me to rest myself..
been working & working..
cough & flu haven even recover yet. =(
haiz..
how long it gonna takes to recover??
need to perform tml ..
will i be able to sing??

to be continue ....

-----------------
haven been in e right mood recently..
to be honest,
im reali upset!!
i loathe e feeling ..
of being left alone.
i juz felt lyk im a piece of toy.

haiz..
i dun wanna go anywhere..
all i wan was to stay home.. ='(

touches my heart =)

2009-06-17T22:30:00.004+08:00

Work is boring today.
rushing all e art pieces lyk mad.
cuz its Open Hse + Parents meeting session dis coming Sat.

finally completed 15 art pieces on time!
now need to get all e titles & headings up.
ZZzz.
need to print, cut, paste ..
haiz..

i think im super blur both ytd & today.
ytd morning while im removing e cap of my eyebrow shaver,
i cut my left hand middle finger.
so der's a slit on e upper middle finger.

today,
while im cutting their art & craft pieces in sch,
i cut my left hand middle finger.
so der's a cut at e bottom of my middle finger. -.-"

when e kids saw my finger was bleeding,
dey kept telling me dis..
" Miss Hong, muz be careful when using e scissors ok? "
" Miss Hong要当心哦。不要剪到手哦。。知道吗？"

at tt moment,
i felt so .... (dunno how to describe)
in simple, im happy.. =)
cuz i received their concern..
although dey were v young, alot of times naughty, dey too hv their sweet moments..
hehe..
it touches my heart ! (:

a lil' boy in my class dropped his water bottle on my toes..
when he heard me saying OUCH,
he bent down and sayang my toes & apologize..
v v sweet of him... =)

today aft work,
went to visit doc again.. ):
dis time rd, i went to e Medica Clinic.

when i enter e clinic,
TO MY SURPRISE,
der's NO patient at all....!
cuz usually its always FULL.!
im so lucky!!!!! hehe.

so no waiting time,
consultation time was fast.
and im out of e clinic within 10 mins. (:

e kids r hving their 2nd excursion tml.
visit to e Discovery Centre..
its my turn to go wif dem.. (:
i wonder how would it turn out to be???
looking 4ward..

to be continue .....

Baking Season

2009-06-15T23:48:00.006+08:00

Dis was e nail art tt Miki did 4 me when she came over to bake. (:
i think it looks cute.
hahas.

thanks Miki. =)

i think its e baking season dis 2 wk..

Dis morning @ ard 7.20am,

my BeSt & Swtest BF came over in e morning to sent me freshly baked cookies. (:

he's e 1st one who baked me cookies man.. !!

touched *!

although its abit hard,

but it taste reali nice.. =)

think seldom guys would bake 4 gf ba??

cuz guys always thinks tt its a girl's job to bake 4 dem??!!

well,

im so happy & glad tt my BF is willing to bake 4 me..

hehe.

love u lots dear.!

Dinner tgt wif dear..

we had quite a healthy meal..

noodles soup & soyabean milk..

until ..

dear said he's gg to order another plate.

he ended up hving mee goreng..

ok la..

slightly abit oily.

but its alrite.. =)

4 e whole day,

i've been coughing & coughing & coughing..

cough lyk nobody's business.

flu is aso still here.

dey r lyk hving a long vacation..

maybe dey will leave aft e June holidays??

i hope so.!

skipped my lesson today.

dun feel lyk attending cuz of my cough + i need to rush my art & craft 4 my class. =(

hope everythin will end soon...

yawn!! =O

im so tired..

im gg to bed..

ZZZZzzzzzzzz ...........

to be continue ....

****

あいしてる。

( i love u )

i hate crowds

2009-06-14T20:21:00.005+08:00

Met up wif dear ytd late evening ..
intending to go Roller-blading / cycling @ East Coast Park..
but half way der, it started to rain.. =(
stupid weather..

so decided to go to PC show instead..
dear doubled cfm wif me whether i reali wanted to go.
cuz he knew i super hate e crowds..
and i hate to squeeze wif ppl ..

but surprisingly, i agreed to go.
lOl..
to my extreme horror,
it was reali HELL crowded & messy ..
i think i will get lost inside if im not guided by dear. -.-"

saw dis cordless keyboard 4 laptops..
actually tot of getting it cuz its quite cheap..
but e crowd made me loose my mood to buy..
haiz ..

aft PC show,
we were hungry..
cant decide wad to eat..
so we used e time to decide.. =)
tt was ..

- if e minute hand tells even no, we'll hv fastfood.
- if e minute hand tells odd no, we'll hv foodcourt.

well,
it tells even & we had fastfood.. (:

but which fastfood??
we cant decide again..

so we tossed a coin..

- flower, we'll hv burger king.
- head, we'll hv kfc.

we ended up wif flower,
so we hv burger king..
lOl !!

dinner was nice .. =)
yummy..

shopped ard Suntec..
went to Carrefour... (correct spelling??)
we were damn funny lor..
once we went to carrefour,
we took e shopping basket juz to put 2 bottles of mineral water..
-.-"

and ytd we were buying so many things,
we used our hands to carry instead of carrying e basket.. 0.0"
hahas..

aft we're done wif our shopping,
we decided to hv beancurd ..
so we drove to somwehere near sim lim ..

on e way,
we saw e flyer..
OMG! it was so beautiful .. wif lights ..
its not tt nice in photo..
but its real nice when u r looking at it..

taken frm a far..
difficult to capture cuz im inside a moving car.
maybe i shall go and try e flyer 1 day. (:

when we reached e stall selling beancurd,
HELL lots of ppl again.. !!
damn !!!!
wad's e special occasion abt?????!!!!!!!!

i hate crowds..
so i changed my mind abt eating..
i dun wan it anymore.. =(

its late.
so dear sent me home..

oh ya,
Miki came over to bake her cookies.
lOl !
she said she wanted to learn..
hahas..

overall e cookies turn out well & nice.. =)
her cookies r full of heart shapes & star shapes..
it tasted nice.. (:

so in returned,
she helped me to do my nails..
hehe..
haven take pict of my nails yet..
maybe will upload tml.. =)

its Mon again ..
and my sickening cough & flu is still stuck wif me..
e med frm e Chua clinic r reali not working..!!!!!
%$!@#^&*
haiz..

shall visit my Medica clinic either tml or other day.. ):
gotta waste my $$ again.
troubled ** =(

to be continue .....

MC

2009-06-12T15:32:00.005+08:00

wondering how come im blogging now @ 3.35pm on a fri noon??
cuz im on MC.
haha.
keep coughing lyk hell & hving flu..
so dad wans me to c a doc ytd aft i finished work.

dear picked me up aft work.
went to hv our Mac cuz its a thurs.. (:
ytd's color was Charcoal.
cool color..

we're so so happy tt e old garlic chilli is now back !!
so we took alot.
haha.
pour it into our McSpicy..
and der we were eating happily. =)
shiok!!!!!!!!!

here's 3 plates of chilli.
following on, i went to take another 2 more plates.
happy happy happy.
dis makes me wanna eat Mac more often.. (:

dear ordered Strawberry Sundae aft he finished his meal.
so we shared e sundae.
think e person who served dis sundae had POOR skills in doing it !
its such an FUGLY sundae. ):

aft our Mac,

dear took me to e doctor.

doc again..

dunno how many times i've been to e doc..

actually i dun intend to c a doc ..

but im coughing lyk hell so dear decided tt i shld go to e doc.

went to e Medica clinic but it was closed.

so no choice .. went to e Chua Clinic.

hahas.

tt clinic, no one agrees tt his med would take effect.

haha,

but i always visit him when i was sick last time.

i was e last patient.

and it was funny.

aft i registered myself,

i wanted to take a seat be4 my name was being called.

when i walked to e seat and prepared to sit down,

my name was being called.

i haven even sat down. -.-"

but it was gd in tt way too..

no waiting time ..

it was fast..

had 2 days MC. =)

so der i am blogging now..

lOl.

when i came home,

dad asked me which doc i went to.

i told him Chua clinic.

he opened his eyes BIG BIG and say " HUH! Y Chua clinic !?! "

lOl.

his expression was funny.

den i told him Medica clinic was closed.

no choice.

hehe.

p/s: do visit dis online blogshop.

http://welookgood2gether-shop.blogspot.com/

clothes r reali pretty & selling at an affordable price. (:

do give ur support.

thanks!

to be continue ....

HAPPY B'DAE TO ME !!

2009-06-10T21:00:00.008+08:00

Ytd nite met up wif Paul, Mic & Cheryl..

had an advanced b'dae celebration 4 me.

went to Fish & Co 4 dinner.

nice but too filling..

thanks 4 e present u all got 4 me. =)

today is MY day.

hahas !!

but sadly i've gt to work half day frm 8am - 12pm today.

cuz i onli requested to take e aftnoon off.

my sweet dear dear came to fetch me @ 7.20am.

he sacrifies his slping time 4 me !!

im so touched ..!! =)

he sent me to work den off he went to hv his breakfast.

guess where he went 4 breakfast??

ans is ... .... REDHILL ... ... !!

lOl..

miss him so much while i was working.

looking 4ward to my aftwork celebration. (:

soon .. its 12pm..

but e kids were still hving their lunch,

so i waited 4 dem to finish den i went off.

received a present frm Fangyi.

thanks!! =)

by e time i went off was ard 12.20pm.

and my dear was wearing his shades & slping in his car.

guess he's too tired cuz he woke up too early @ 5.30am to give me morning sms.

poor thing.. ):

so happy to c him again in e aftnoon.. (:

he drove to Novena.

i told him i onli noe der's TTSH in Novena.

lOl.

stupid rite?

der's Novena Square.

we had our lunch @ WARAKU restaurant.

nice food.

Our orders:

Drinks:

- Melon Shake (Dear's)

- Strawberry Shake (Mine. it taste lyk cough syrup.)

Pizza: Prawn & Scallop Pizza. (taste lyk biscuits .. v nice!)

Appetizer: Calamari (crispy & nice!)

both of us had e same main course..

except his is wif Spicy Cream Sauce while mine is wif Cream Sauce..

Main Course: Bacon & Egg Pasta

while waiting 4 our food to be served,

dear said he's gg to e toilet.

and he went 4 a v v long time.

to e extend of i tot he lost his way. -.-"

intended to go to e information counter to report 4 my missing dear!!

but fortunately he finally came back.

and he came back wif dis..

a necklace frm SK Jewellery.

he went to hunt 4 my b'dae present.

he kept complaining tt e pendant is small..

doesn't matter dear..

giving a present is not e $$ or size tt counts..

its e heart & sincerity tt counts.. =)

gt 6 diamonds ok! =D

im v happy & i love e necklace..

thank u & love u lots. =)

aft lunch,

super full.

so went to shop ard.

not reali shop la..

juz walking ard ..

see see look look ..

drove to amk hub.

cuz i wanted to look @ e Baby G watch tt i wanted to get 4 myself as a b'dae gift.

but sadly amk hub has onli gt 2 shops selling watches.

& e prices was a HUGE difference..

1 of e shop sold @ 169 bucks.

e other one sold @ 118 bucks.

WOW !!

told dear i wanna think abt it.

he said Bras Besar has gt watches too..

(btw, my Bras Besar correct spelling?? lOl. )

so off we drove der.

and ..

i reali gt my watch @ 110 bucks!!

(dear's negotiation skill was MARVELLOUS !!)

@ 1st was abit heart-pain cuz i've spent so much @ 1 go.

but aft wearing e watch,

i think it looks reali nice.. =)

hahas.

dear said i can hv a 1 mth trail period..

if aft 1 mth, i regretted buying e watch,

he will give me a FULL refund.

not bad sia.

hehe.

here's e watch.

we loved e color so much lor.

till dear kept saying " reali v nice lei.. " when we're inside e car..

hahas.

e strap is lyk charcoal color and e face of e watch is abit pinkish color.

totally brings out e beauty of e watch.

lOl..

soon,

its time to go home..

time flies ...

2nd sis bought a mini cake 4 me.

thanks!

i've gt no pict cuz did not took any photos.

e onli photo of e cake is wif her.

bro and his gf gt me a top frm FOX.

thanks too!! =)

and not 4getting a BIG & loud "Happy B'dae" frm dad when i entered e door.

he even had actions..

tt is wif his arms opened wide & a BIG & cheerful smile.

lOl !!

hahas.

& mum's red packet.. =)

thanks too!!

thanks 4 all e b'dae wishes, well wishes frm all my frenz.. =)

im reali happy today.

although no BIG BIG celebrations, no MANY MANY ppl,

i still spent e day happily. =D

hehe.

but .. i realize i nv took a pict of myself at all !!!! -.-"

mtg up wif dear tml again..

looking damn 4ward to it.. =)

alrite ..

shall end my long long post here.

to be continue ....

****

To my dear,

i dun need any expensive gifts..

even if u nv get me anythin 4 my b'dae,

i'll still be happy cuz i had u wif me e whole day. =)

juz wanna let u noe tt its U whom i love,

not how much stuffs u can get me ..

thank u 4 giving me a wonderful day today.

i love u!!

2 more days

2009-06-09T00:12:00.004+08:00

Dear dropped by my centre to send me duck porridge today. (:
loves it when he appeared outside my window.
dis shows tt he nv 4gets me even though he's busy.. =)

dinner today wif dear be4 sending me to lesson.
we had nasi lemak.

an ice cold coke to go along wif our nasi lemak.

WOO ~! nice =D

couldn't finished my rice.

so again dear resort to feeding me.

imagine i always feed e kids in my class.

now my dear feeds me in an open public coffee shop ! -.-"

haha.

but eventually, i finished everything wif his help. =)

he bought breads 4 me to bring to work.

and a super big cough syrup 4 me.

and he said if e cough syrup doesn't work, throw it away. lOl !

oh ya.

dis was e image he took 4 me while we're dining @ Hooters.

he went to e toilet & captured dis interesting labels.

it says " MOST MEN "

dis says " ALL WOMEN "

Erm .. Most Men meaning ... ??

meaning some went into e ladies???

lOl.

as 4 e All Women .. its simple.

every women entered e ladies. (;

maybe e ladies aso included some men in it??

wadeva it is..

doesn't matter la.

as long as u did ur business will do.

juz dun wet ur pants.

2 more days,

and im turning 22.

shld i be (: or ):

to be continue ...

****

deeply in love wif u.

shopping

2009-06-07T14:15:00.004+08:00

Met up wif dear early in e morning ard 10am 4 breakfast.

wondering y our mac breakfast includes 2 Choco-Pie?
cuz mac gives out 2 Choco-Pie 4 free if u purchase 2 breakfast meal.
not bad rite?

NAH !
im juz joking la.
lOl. dun ask e counter person 4 2 Choco-Pie when u purchase 2 breakfast meal.

actually was tt i bought a box of Choco-Pie 4 dear on Thurs nite.
total der's 6 Pies inside e box.
he finished all but left 2 of it till sat morning to eat it wif me. =)
tt explains y der's 2 Pie sitting in our tray.
hahas !

haiz.
i dunno y im still lack of clothes.
i dunno where all my clothes had gone. =(
so decided to go out to hunt 4 clothes to wear 4 work.
dis time rd went wif xin.

1st to hg mall.
went to Cotton On.
we gt ourselves a top.

wanted to hv KFC 4 lunch.
but e aircon der was reali bad.
stuffy and warm.
cuz its too crowded + e weather was reali v hot.

and since we're gg Tampines aft tt,
we decided to go to e KFC in Tampines.
der was much better.
had no appetite.
so i onli ate a shrooms burger.
e smallest burger in KFC.
hahas !

aft tt,
continue to get our clothes.
walk & walk
talk & talk
laugh & laugh ...

at e end of e day,
i've gt myself 2 tops & 2 bottoms.
xin gt herself 3 tops & 2 bottoms.

aft clothes hunting,
we went to play wif toys in toys department,
and shopped ard e newly opened Disney shop.
and xin bought me dis.

guess wad is it??

its a miniature b'dae cake. =)
she said its 4 my advance b'dae present.
hehe.

isn't it cute?

its packed inside a box.

u wont noe wad u hv chosen.

well, i've gt myself a pooh cake.

hehe.

thanks xin. (:

so so tired.

we dragged ourselves home.

i've spent so much $$. =(

total amt spent = 79 bucks.

gotta save my pay 4 dis mth.

sianz.

im still hving stupid diarrhoea.

stupid cough & flu r here to visit me.

get lost quick.

to be continue ....

troublesome

2009-06-05T22:38:00.004+08:00

i think im super troublesome.
awhile gastric prob.
awhile cough.
awhile headache.
now .. flu.
-.-"

wad's wrong wif me?
damn it.
luckily i do not need to work tml.
if not i think i'll die v soon. ):

time flies..
i cant believe it ..
der's still 5 more days to my b'dae.

actually i've gt not much feelings 4 my b'dae dis yr.
im not looking 4ward to it ..
not excited abt it ..
not even thinking abt it ..

somemore it falls on a wed.
sianz.
got to work.. haiz..
perhaps its juz another normal working day.

4 my past 21 b'daes,
its always a holiday 4 me.
now.. its no longer a holiday.
i need to work ! ):

but !
although i need to work,
i'll still get a lil' present + reward 4 myself. =)
4 working hard .. putting in effort in my work..

hmm ..
lets c .. wad shld i get 4 myself?
went to shop ard today aft work..
a few items ran through my mind ...

1- baby G watch.
2- platinum ring/necklace.
3- a new phone.

haha.
damn! all were so ex.
nah. shall reconsider again. =)
cant bear to part wif my $$.
lOl !

im tired.
im gg to bed ..
gdnite ppl.

to be continue ....

Assembly

2009-06-04T22:40:00.004+08:00

Today was my 1st time taking assembly since i started work in Apr.
cuz Teacher Lucy left e centre so i had to take over her today.
not sure whether its onli today or frm today onwards on every Thurs.
lOl.

dis stupid thing made me nervous e whole of ytd nite.
i even dreamt abt it. -.-"

thanks to Teacher Christ 4 lending me e CD
& Teacher Joan 4 e advises on operating e radio.
luckily everythin went smoothly i guessed.. ?
no troubles, no incidents etc ..
shld be alrite ba. =)

had porridge 4 lunch @ work frm my sweetest BF today. (:
plus a can of Soyabean milk.

Met up wif my dear aft work today.
its Thurs today.
so again as usual, our Mac session.

i guess its due to my gastric unwell,
i felt lyk i've not had McSpicy 4 a v long time,
but i had it onli on last Thurs.

gastric unwell has made me lose all my appetite.
made me lose all my mood.
made me lose all my energy.
and i looked lyk a walking zombie.
(im glad i did not frightened my dear away.)
lOl.

aft all those meds, my appetite is slowly coming back.
but i still cant promised tt i would be able to finish a full meal.
i still cant eat too much.
if not u will c a merlion in hg, not Suntec.

dear had Fillet O Fish while i had McSpicy.
i guessed he knew i cant finished my meal.
tt's y he ordered a smaller burger 4 himself so tt he could helped me wif my burger.
HAHA.

indeed .. i reali cant finished. =(
kept wasting my food recently.
bad .. bad .. bad ..
stupid gastric made me became a sinner.

my purple contour glass.
so nice and beautiful can ..
HEHE.

aft dinner,
went to get some stuffs 4 my work,
& some biscuits 4 my kids in my class. (:
a small reward 4 those who behaved well.
but in e end everyone gets to eat la. -.-"

soon,
its time to head home.
reached home, took my shower.
dad bought some chinese herbs to prepare gastric med 4 me.
dad not onli brewed e med 4 me, he even spoon feed me.
so sweet of my dad. =D
thanks dad !

wont be mtg up wif my dear frm tml till sun. ):
he's gonna be busy.. ):
im gonna miss him lyk hell.

time 4 me to go to bed.
but i'll do some drawings 4 my class be4 i turn in 4 e nite.
to be continue ....

***
cant bear to bid gdbye to u at e end of e day.
how i wished e time would juz stopped 4 u & me.
i love u lots !

terribly sick

2009-06-02T21:41:00.007+08:00

Here's my graduation photos taken.

finally gt e picts. (:

thanks paul, michelle & cheryl 4 tagging & sending to me.

Oops! was on e phone wif my dear.

hahas.

me & my fyp partner: Chloe.

me on e stage.

thanks peilin's bro 4 helping me to snap. (:

me & paul.

me & michelle.

me & cheryl.

me & beloved Daddy. =D

alrite.

tt's all 4 graduation photos.

lazy to post all out.

wan to c more? go to my facebook profile.

hehe. (:

On Mon morning, which was ytd.

was reali terribly unwell.

woke up by my uncomfortable gastric @ ard 5am +.

went to e toilet to vomit.

but nth came out. ):

went back to my bed & continue to lie down.

aft awhile,

rush to e toilet again..

but nth came out again. ): ):

so back to my bed.

time 4 me to shower be4 heading 4 work.
while showering,

i finally vomitted. =C

was so so uncomfortable..

aft showering,

damn it. i had diarrhoea.

was thinking whether shld i go to work.

but in e end i still went.

dragged myself all e way frm hg to yishun.

waited 4 bus no. 854 till its not crowded and seats available.

onli boarded e 3rd 854.

was so so tired & feeling terrible thr-out work e whole day ytd.

during lunch,
dear bought me porridge..

took a super long time be4 i finished dis porridge.

thanks dear. =)

love u!

aft sending me e porridge,

he went off to get me chinese med 4 gastric flu.

and returned again.

so sweet of u my dear.

i reali appreciated it. =D

but sadly e med had no effect.

i still felt terrible in my gastric.

aft work,

dear came to fetch me.

initially wanted to hv dinner tgt.

but i simply had no appetite to eat.

and reali feeling so uncomfortable tt i nearly cried. ='(

so dear took me to e doc again.

hell. i dunno how many times i've visited e doc in e mth of May. -.-"

long queue.

waited 4 nearly half an hr?

consultation duration was onli abt ... 5 mins?

simply wasting our time.

result: doc said its a combination of : gastric flu + gastric pain + virus attack.

??? wad was tt?

aft doc visit,

dear sent me home to rest.

reached home,

shower, took my med and went str. to bed.

today felt slightly better when i woke up.

but during aftnoon,

e uncomfortable feeling is back. =(

so i sat on e floor thr-out their nap time..

cuz i realize by sitting on e floor,

its more comfortable 4 my gastric.

lOl.

aft work,

met up wif dear.

went to hv dinner tgt..

on e way we were joking & talking.

and i felt reali alot better. (:

e med works? ..

hahas.

here's our dinner.

aft we ordered drinks,

i wanted iced milo.

lOl.

so dear ordered another iced milo 4 me.

and he finished up e 2 cans of soyabean milk.

hehehe..

but ..

aft dinner,
i felt uncomfortable again.

and i din even finish my noodles. ):

too full and bloated whereby i onli ate abit.

went to stocked up my bread.

went to Shu Ping's funeral awhile be4 heading home to rest.

its so saddening when i noe tt she's gone.. ='(

dear waited 4 me while i went to offer joss sticks & looked 4 my dad.

home sweet home aft tt.

here's e food tt we ate last wkend.

i finished e minced meat noodle. (:

tt's great.

our breakfast + lunch.

our dinner.

sadly,

i nv finished our fav. Tom Yam noodle due to my gastric.

so sad.

to be continue ....

***

i felt so loved by u esp when u acc. me to e doc.

im alr v happy & contented. (:

loving u always.

Graduation

2009-05-30T18:15:00.009+08:00

Finally graduated frm NYP.

happy to c myself graduated.
but more happy to c my dear appearing in sch!
was it meant to be a surprise?
hehe.
he nv failed to make me happy. =D

my dad came to attend my graduation ceremony.
i was looking 4 him frantically inside e ceremony hall.
so afraid he'll missed it or he lost his way.
called him so many times but he din picked up.
was so worried.

paul told me she saw dad alr in sch be4 9am.
but he was nowhere to be spotted.
finally,
i spotted him sitting infront. -.-"
relaxing & enjoying e air con.
gt worried 4 nth.

was waiting 4 him to turn behind.
and finally he turned and i wave at him.
and he wave back. =)
indeed happy..

took photo wif dad be4 he left 4 work.
aft tt,
took photo wif dear. (:

but photos were all wif michelle.
will get frm her tonite.

aft everythin ended,
went to Clark Quay wif dear.
had our lunch @ Hooters.
its my treat. =)

our food. (:
delicious steak + ice cream + soup of e day + root beer.

aft lunch,
went to hv a lil' shopping wif dear be4 he sent me home to prepare 4 my performance.

my present frm dear. =)
e cutest thing i've eva seen.
hahas!
LOVE U.

performance @ Boon Lay tt nite.
damn late den perform.
and im so so so tired. =(

my pay cheque 4 dis mth. =)

my 1st pay which is over 1k.

lOl !

hehe.

so happy.

food 4 my bank acc. =D

graduation was overall alrite.

im so happy to c all my frenz. (:

but onli till e moment i still saw e sickening childish fucking stupid irritating disguisting monkey face.

tot e day would ended beautifully,

who noes u spoilt it.

damn u.

stop acting as if u're so popular & beautiful.

sry, to be u're not.

u're juz lyk a bitch to me. =)

to be continue ...

***

happy & blessed to hv u my dear.

i love u.

e day i feel lyk dying

2009-05-27T23:15:00.003+08:00

hell man.
i had diarrhoea 5 times today.
gastric giving problems.
hving stupid headache.

so aft settling my kids to slp,
i went off to visit e doc.
dear came to pick me up @ ard 1pm+
clinic onli opens @ 2pm.

so we went 4 our lunch 1st.
i had plain porridge wif egg.
reali had no appetite.
onli ate a few mouths..
not even half bowl.
so dear resort to feeding me. -.-"
lOl.

im always feeding e kids in my class.
now,
its my turn to be fed.
its quite funny actually.
a lady turning 22 in abt 2 wks time was being fed in public coffee shop!

doc gave me lots of pills.
4 my headache, stomache, diarrhoea, gastric, antibiotics, and a packet of dunno wad 4 me to mix in my water 4 dehydration.
ZZZzzz.

hate it when it comes to taking med.
yucks!

return to sch @ ard 2.45pm.
took med in dear's car.
he even wans to film/take pict of e way i took my med. -.-"

when i've reached my class,
dey hv alr woken up.
all sitting on e floor.

dey took turns to ask me where i went.
cuz dey couldn't c me when dey woke up.
everyday dey will c me sitting on e chair when dey opened their eyes.
but not today.
hahas.

and i saw their eyes brightened up when i walked into e class.
lOl.
e feeling is nice.. (:

still wasn't feeling quite well so i did not let dem do any work.
juz do some coloring to keep dem busy.
den allowed dem to play wif toys.

struggled till 7pm.
finally knocked off.
dragged myself home.
fell aslp inside e bus.
walked slowly and unsteadily home.

lost my appetite so skipped my dinner.
curled up in my bed so my gastric wont felt so uncomfortable.
drums in my head r still hving concert. (headache)

im v tired.
or shld i say exhausted.
im gg to slp..
graduation ceremony tml.
still hving e thoughts of not gg.
but alr paid 4 e gown.
wasted if i din turn up. ):

haiz..

to be continue ...

*****
i miss u much dear.

Apology

2009-05-26T20:42:00.003+08:00

gastric felt reali terrible today.
tt caused me to lose all my mood. =(
and i flare up easily today.

In e past,
i had dis mindset tt i dun need to meet up wif my BF everyday.
tt is 1 thing tt i dun lyk.

i carried dis mindset along wif me till i met him.
even though we're aso not mtg up everyday,
but im always thinking of him.
wanted to c him v badly.
wanted to noe wad is he doing at e moment.
wanted to noe whether is he thinking of me.
wanted to call him up.
wanted to keep e sms gg on.

all dis thoughts,
i've nv had be4 in e past r/s.

Today,
i guess we're supposed to meet up.
but he cant make it.
he msg me in e morning to let me noe.

of cuz i will felt sad & disappointed.
cuz i've always been looking 4ward to meet him everytime.
well, tt partly affected my mood. ( partly becuz of my gastric )

i kept telling myself to cheer up.
but i failed. =(
until he sent me a msg.
saying he would came to fetch me home 1st be4 attending to his stuffs.

at tt moment,
i was abit guilty.
i dun wan to trouble him so i said its alrite, i will go home myself.
but he insisted on sending me home 1st.
and i agreeded.

when he arrived, i was happy.
but due to my gastric in pain on & off, i lost e mood to talk.

e journey home was quiet.
i knew he felt sad.
he juz held my hand while driving.

we stopped by a petrol kiosk.
he asked me to wait in e car 4 him.
he went to get smth..

when he's back,
he's holding a plastic bag filled wif 3 breads and 2 glass bottle soymilk.
breads r 4 me to eat during my working time when im hungry,
soymilk r 4 me to drink at nite incase my gastric acts up.
i looked at e items in e plastic bag,
i was speechless.
i do not noe wad to say.

he went out of e car to get another stuff.
i looked at e plastic bag filled wif breads and milk,
i almost teared.
i was happy & at e same time touched..
reali touched ..

he's back again wif a box of panadol.
cuz i complaint headache + giddy ytd nite.

i smiled and held his hand.
den we carried on e journey home.

To my dearest dear:
i apologized to u 4 today.
i dun meant to make u sad.
its juz tt i hate it when i cant c u. =(
and ..
i love u too much.

to be continue ....

3 VS 2

2009-05-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

performance ytd was quite alrite.
damn tiring ..
and my dear reali surprised me ytd.
he popped out of no where to bring me bread and pink dolphin @ my performance place.
i was so reali shocked + surprise + touch !! =)
cuz i did not hv my dinner ytd nite.
awww .. love u so so much !

today early morning met up wif dear.
went to Katong to hv KFC.
i had OR filet burger meal.
dear had a super value box which includes a shrooms burger, a piece of drumlet and whipped potato.
we had 2nd round. lOl !
a 2 piece chicken meal. -.-"
im reali dead full.
hahas.

aft tt,
drove to Suntec.
went to look at phones..
im still thinking whether i shld get Xperia or W705. =(
haiz..
difficult choice..

aft shopping @ Suntec,
drove to East Coast.
found a shaddy spot,
parked our car der and ....
we slpt. ! hahas.
slpt all e way till .. 4.59pm.
lOl.

dinner @ a coffee shop nearby my hse.
had noodle + satay.

super duper uper full.
dear was powerful.
he had 3 cans of cokeS.
i had 2 cans of SoyabeanS.
3 VS 2.
i lose. =(

and we ended up TOO FULL again.
hahas.

spent e whole day wif my love.
felt so happy.
felt so secured when im aslp in his car, leaning on him.
noe-ing he's right der beside me. =)

to be continue ....

***
i love & enjoy every single min & sec wif u. =D
loves & huggies*

When 2 Becomes 1

2009-05-21T21:45:00.003+08:00

On Tues aft work,
met up wif dear 4 our dinner.
i wanted to eat noodle tt day.
so i suggested gg to Yishun's particular coffee shop to hv it.
dis was wad we ordered..

and e weather was damn freaking hot.
i ate till im fed up wif e prawn. -.-"

Wed noon,
dear made a special delivery 4 me ard noon time..
he's afraid i'll go hungry.. (:
im so glad i had a so super caring BF.
a small lil' action could made me so happy.. =D

but der's no bottle opener in e centre. =(
so i had to bring it home and drink..

on every thurs,
its our Mac Session.. (:
cuz of e Contour Glass tt i wanna collect all ..
its reali beautiful ..
today's BLUE.

my MacSpicy + 2 packet of chilli sauce added.
dear's BIG MAC + no chilli sauce added.

was so fulling.. =)

learnt smth today frm dear..
we talked abt a particular topic be4 dinner.
** Stealing Counsel Damage Free **
i wanted to blog out wad it means.
but dear said if i do tt,
e police will go knocking on his door.
lOl !
so i shall kept it as a lil' secret between us. (:

on 1 particular nite.
on e journey way home,
i decided to take a picture.
not our faces.
not e sceneries.
but ...
our hands holding on tgt ..

i luv e way my dear holds on to my hand.
he would hold onto my hand while he's driving,
and we will be happily talking abt everythin under e sun..
it gives me a sense of secure .. protection .. warmth ..
(sounds lyk im advertising 4 pads) -.-"
BUT IM NOT OK !
hahas !

to be continue ....

****

not to miss u,

but be wif u .. *Huggies*

Carl's Jr

2009-05-17T19:30:00.005+08:00

Dis was e photo taken by dear aft Polyclinic day.

inside his car..

wif e mask on .. and still smiling???

woke up @ 10.45am today.

cuz mtg dear @ 12pm.

gt up early to prepare so as to prevent myself frm being late!

baked smth 4 dear although its not smth new to him ..

shall do smth else 4 him nxt time rd.. (:

went to East Coast to hv Carl's Jr.

e burger was indeed HUGE!

lOl.

we ordered Western CheeseBurger.

-Double Western CheeseBurger- <--- dear's.

-Western CheeseBurger- <--- mine.

and be4 he ate e HUGE meal,

he's happily eating e cookies i baked 4 him.

end up he's hving prob finishing his meal.

hahas.

aft eating,

drove to Compass Pt.

he bought 2 bottles of mineral water, my mascara and a bowl of instant noodle 4 my dinner.

y 4 my dinner?

cuz we had a HUGE & HEAVY lunch.

so i dun wan dinner.

tt's y he bought me instant noodle incase im hungry.

at 1st he said i cant eat dis flavour.

cuz of my gastric.

but i guess he decided to let me hv dis aft c-ing my disappointed face??

hehe.. =P

dis were e photos taken 4 today.

and dis was taken during our lunch @ Carl's Jr.

was figuring out smth 4 him.

and he took it.

i shld hide my face when he take out his phone e nxt time. -.-"

tml's Mon again?!

tt's v fast man..

another wk starts tml..

to be continue ....

***

i cant stop loving & missing u.

cuz its part of my breathing now..

luv when u're wif me

2009-05-16T21:18:00.008+08:00

I dunno where i shld start.
cuz seems lyk i haven been updating 4 ...??? a few days?
lOl.

hmm .. lets c ..
ok. i noe le..
shld start my story telling frm thurs..

thurs was Maths lesson.
taught dem matching of numbers to numeral words.
i was quite surprised tt my whole class could sat down properly and do their work.
normally dey will be running ard lyk nobody's business .. another word -monkeys-

and dey looked serious..
hahas.. =)
and i allowed dem to use my color pencils..
cuz i dunno wad happened to their color pencils..
??? becoming lesser and lesser, shorter and shorter each day.

r my eyes playing tricks on me?
Irvyn's teaching his classmate!

helping him to erase off e mistakes he made..

so helpful and kind of him.. =)

met up wif dear aft work.

went to hv Mac cuz i wanted e glass cup.

another color -pink-

beautiful !!

dear bought choc 4 me again..

dis time rd, wif soya bean milk.. (:

we bought 2 bottle.
1 4 him and another 1 4 me.
but ended up he asked me to bring e 2nd bottle back home too..

well,
im too full to finish e 2nd bottle.
so i kept in e fridge.

i guess tt shld be e end of thurs..

**************************************************

- Fri -

stupid gastric wasn't feeling well.
i still went to work.
cuz its their Art & Craft lesson.
dun wan dem to miss out e fun and dun wan myself to short of 1 item to display during sch opening.

worked @ 9am..
but i reached @ 9.10am.
10 mins late.. =x

a kid frm my class -Cheng Hong- is celebrating his 4th b'dae in advance in sch.
so his dad prepared a cake and some goodie bags 4 e kids in my class. (:
he's e one sitting down..
b'dae boy/girl gets to sit down while e rest stand ard e b'dae kid.

blowing out e candle..

cutting e cake.

his dad did not prepared a camera 4 him.
so i used my phone.
its abit blurred cuz i had to be fast incase dey move/did smth out of my imagination..
lOl ...

aft tt,
it was art & craft lesson.
we had vegetables printing today.
so my dad helped me to carve out e shapes on e potato.
star shapes and diamond shapes..
it was nice.. (:
thanks daddy!

aft art & craft,
i bathed dem..
gave dem lunch ...
den i went off.
cuz i took half day leave to pay a visit to e Polyclinic and of cuz dear was der to pick me up.

went to hv our lunch 1st..

can u imagine im eating Tom Yam when my gastric is unwell?

lOl.

its ok la.. once in a while.

hehe.

reached Polyclinic..

had to take temp and fill up particulars be4 gg in.

and i was shocked tt dey issued me a mask.!

???

e waiting time in Polyclinic was ...... terrible .. horrible ... miserable ... unbearable ...

super long lor.

luckily i had dear wif me to acc me.

if not i would hv walked out of e Polyclinic right away.

we reached der @ ard 2.15pm..

waited till ... 3pm++???

think so..

another thing was tt,

e waiting time was more den 1 hr..

consultation time??

LESS DEN 5 MINS!!!!

best liao.

doc gave me a referral letter to TTSH.

appt date was somewhere in July..

4gotten e date.. muz check..

roughly ard 2 mths frm now..

aft consultation,

went to Pharmacy to collect my medicine..

den went to collect e referral letter.

ard 6pm+

went to Hg mall to hv our dinner..

i wanted Long John Silver.

dear wanted too..

so off we went to hv it ...

i always luv it wif cheese.. =D

cant resist e taste..

on e way to hg mall,

der's a spider tt crawled out frm dunno where inside e car..

of cuz my reaction was BIG.

dear kept him inside my med plastic bag which i had completed.

he had to catch e spider and at e same time drive. lOl.

challenging lei.. =)
well, can u believed im afraid of e lil' him??

reached home,
elder sis showed me dis..

WOW!!
gigantic snacks.
all were huge.. =O

sis gave me 1 lolipop..
hehe..

received sms frm Fangyi saying its my shift to work tml.. (which is today)
sian..
woke up so early today.. 5.30am.
left home 4 work @ ard 6.50am.
reached centre @ ard 7.55am.
juz nice.. i worked 8am. (:

to my surprise,
i talked quite alot to e teacher whom i always complained to dear tt i dun lyk her.
she came and asked me where i printed those cute images tt we needed 4 work.
so i told her.. gave her e website..

and .. i took e same bus as her to Yishun Int.change..
cant believe it..

ok. im tired..
gg to slp ..
Yipee!! mtg dear tml..

to be continue ....

Updates @ work

2009-05-13T21:50:00.007+08:00

On e way to work dis morning,
bump into Teacher Chris @ Yishun Int'change.
so we took bus no. 806 tgt.
aft we alighted,
i realize e walk ways r almost sheltered compared to e walk ways when i alighted frm 804.
maybe shld take 806 when e weather is hot lyk crazy.

thanks dear 4 delivering my lunch today again..
LOVE U LOTS !!
muacks*
and dis was wad i felt lyk eating..

so, i requested dear to buy 1 foot long 4 me.

well, of cuz i cant finish 1 foot long..

so shared wif Teacher Fangyi.

cuz she wanted Subway too..

Subway Melts...

delicious ~!

aft e children finished their tea-break,

wanted dem to finish up their work 4 dis morning English lesson.

so dey started coloring..

but be4 tt,

let me introduced to u,

e 2 heros aka "monkeys" in my class.

1st headache hero... -Irvyn-

(he refused to smile..) i'll explained y ltr on..

2nd headache hero -Yu Fei aka ah Fei-

but he's slowly becoming more and more obedient. (:

now i'll explained to u, y Irvyn refused to smile..

cuz he wanted me to sit wif him..

but i refused.. i wanted to sit under e fan..

hahas.

tt explained his moody face.

he's still v reluctant to do his work cuz im not sitting wif him.

but aft much persuading,

saying "if u dun color, i dun luv u.. "

plus gave him a hug,

he finally agreed to color. -.-"

but his face.... still "smelly"..

lOl !

oh ya,

e boy beside him coloring, is his cousin -Joshua-

he's more obedient den him x100 times.

but sometimes he can be a headache too.

think Irvyn is transferring sch @ e end of dis mth..

cuz he's moving hse..

wad's my feelings lyk??

dunno. when it happened den i'll tell u. (:

dinner today wif Xin.

we tried e western food near our hse..

her fish & chip

my steak.

our side dish.

its not reali nice..

taste weird..
but v filling..

went home aft tt..

dis was e rose my dear gave to me..

its blooming bit by bit.. (:

alrite,

shall end here.

dunno y recently im so so tired. ):

gg to bed in awhile's time..

to be continue ....

late updates

2009-05-12T21:41:00.010+08:00

its gonna be another long post.
cuz hasn't been in here 4 lyk 3 days?
guess so.

den i shall start wif 10th May.
which is Mothers' Day.
did nth e whole aftnoon..
except watching movies and eating chocs..
oh ya.. 4got to upload dis.. (colorful gems) ..

at nite,
went over to 2nd sis hse 4 dinner.
she ordered pizza.

aft dinner,
her husband sent me home.
thanks!

********************************************

Mon,
another wk started...
but when i woke up on Mon morning,
wasn't feeling well in e gastric..
so took half day off frm work to go to e doc.

doc gave me pills 4 my gastric..
i can faint when c-ing e size of e pills. -.-"
aft c-ing doc,
met up wif dear @ Yishun..

went to hv our lunch..

i onli can hv porridge.
cuz of my gastric..
but its duck porridge..
and its delicious.. =)

aft eating,
we went to get bread.
dear said incase im hungry in e aftnoon..
indeed a caring bf. =D

i luv dis flavour. (:
he sent me to work aft tt @ ard 1.30pm..
tt was e time when e kids r hving their nap..
so e centre was quiet...
tt's e moment where i can hv some peace..

went home @ 6pm.
haha. i onli worked 4 abt 3 hrs.
cuz 1 - 3pm was their nap time.
i dun hv to do anythin..

some photos taken during their free time.
we came up wif photo taking session.. (:

Le Tao and Benjamin.

Elia and Le Tao.

Zi Wei.. (remind me of "huan zhu ge ge")

Wan Jing and Xiao Yang.

Amabel, Zhi Xuan and Shi Min (same name as me)

Xiao Yang + Wan Jing

Zhi Xuan and Shi Min.

Zhi Xuan and Wan Jing.

onli dis few kids cuz e rest went home in e aftnoon + some were absent frm sch..

simply end of Mon..
*********************************************************

today,
started work @ 9am.
all e way to 6pm.

aso took some photos in my class.
these were e themes 4 dis mth..

Fruits and Vegetables.. (incomplete)

Creepy Crawlies..

Sea Creatures..

below r those which r supposed to be on e wall all e time..
Calender & Weather Chart.

Birthday Chart. (incomplete)

Numbers. (1 - 10)

photos of e Mothers' Day card made by e kids.

frm a plain card ...

some petals, stalk and leaf..

it turned into a beautiful card..

inside,
i taught dem to write ...
der's a pop-up heart too.. =)
my effort hor.. =) hehe..

its not reali fantastic,
but its their effort.
met up wif dear aft work.

went to Yishun to hv fishball noodle..
its v tasty..
and spicy... (chilli FOC).. lOl

again soya bean milk.
cuz i cant drink gassy drinks.. (instructed by doc.)

dear still stocked up chocs 4 me..
but not choc wif rasins..
cuz doc said i cant eat rasins, grapes, oranges, sour plums.. =(
pink dolphin is not gassy drink.
so its ok.. =)

by dis time,
i've alr finished 1 packet of choc. =x
hahas..

stupid lizards scare me.
so his retribution was.. fell down frm e wall.. hehe. =)
serve u right !!

im tired..
guess im gg to bed aft i've harvested my crops in facebook. =)

to be continue ....

***
Love is wad makes e daily routine bearable.. =)
I love u .. =)

lastest updates

2009-05-09T20:14:00.010+08:00

Its been a wk since i last blog.
im too busy + tired.
hahas.

on Thurs noon,
my swtest dear sent me lunch..
cuz gastric wasn't feeling well again..
dis time rd,
i rmb-ed to take photos. (:

he asked me wad i wanted to eat.
i wanted duck porridge. (:
cuz its delicious..
he aso gt it 4 teacher Fangyi.
cuz she wanted porridge too.. hehe.
so both of us did not ate e lunch cooked by Xiao Ting ( e cook in e centre ) tt day.

besides porridge,
he aso bought me pink dolphine and 2 sunshine bread.
incase im hungry in e late aftnoon ...

reali v thoughtful.. (:
LOVE U SO MUCH!

initially we're not mtg up aft work tt day.
but be4 i knocked off,
received a msg frm him saying we're mtg up 4 dinner. (:

had Mac tt day 4 dinner.
ordered my Double Cheese Burger plain.
he's not hungry.. so i let him hv my fries..
upsize it and we gt a free coca cola glass

i wanted to collect all colors.. (:
e 1st color was -lime- color..

quite a nice color..

dear gave me a red color rose tt nite..
i've gt no vase to put..
so, i used e -lime- glass to put my rose.
lOl !!

dis was how it looked lyk ....

i think its beautiful..
hahas!

nxt,
went to get my printer ink.
i was damn shocked when i saw e price tag.
let me show u e difference ...

dis was e price i bought e previous time .. -$18.90-

it was e same place where i purchased it.
dis was e price i bought on Thurs nite.
it shows -$30.90-

4 goodness sake!
it raised by SO much lor..
and i dun hv much cash.
decided to use NETS.
-.-" dey dun hv NETS machine. -.-"
fine.
dear paid it 4 me.. ):
and i was complaining all e way till i reached home.

rushing my stuffs 4 fri morning's art and craft lesson.
was supposed to let dem do Mothers' Day card.
so was helping dem preparing e items needed to make e card.
busy busy busy ... till ....

1am ..
gotta woke up @ 6.30 e nxt day.
so aft i've finished everythin,
went to slp right away.

tt's e end of thurs nite.

*****************************************

now lets talked abt fri..
e art and craft lesson went smoothly.
dey were able to follow my instructions and completed e card.
dey were able to paste e petals, stalk and leaf on e card to make a flower.
dey colored e flower to end e lesson.
and im v pleased.. (:

although a few were mischevious. -.-"
all time mischevious..

met up wif dear aft work..
went to hv our fav "Fried Hokkien Mee"
super long nv had it le..

it was delicious as usual. =)

aft tt,
dear sent me to my singing lesson.

reached home ard 12am+
was so tired.
doze off while im harvesting my farm in facebook.
HAHA!

shut down my laptop and went to bed.
Zzzzz.

tt's e end of fri nite.

*********************************************

dis morning ..
woke up ard 1pm ++
dun hv to go to work cuz its Holiday today.. (:
slpt peacefully thr-out.

was supposed to meet dear @ 2.45pm.
but i was late by 20 mins.
Oops!
so sry..

relaxed and enjoying e air-con in e car.
dun wanna get out cuz e sun is so scorching outside.
cant stand e weather.
super hot !!!!

drove to Compass Pt.
had KFC 4 tea-break. ??
haha. yes.. tea-break.

both of us had Shrooms Burger.
dear cant believed tt it was my 1st time eating tt burger.
haha.
well, in conclusion..
its quite nice..
hehe.

i always had a habit of staring into space and dream aft i finished my meal.
anywhere anytime.
dear secretely took 2 photos of me while im dreaming.
-.-"
and he said i looked nice while dreaming.

dis was e one while im still drinking and dreaming @ e same time.

dis one was aft i've finished everythin and dreaming.

i realize tt im always looking in e direction towards my left when im dreaming
y is it so??
i wonder.

aft eating,
of cuz im too full to hv dinner.
so i dun wan a full meal.
juz wanted some light snack / fingerfood 4 dinner.

so ..
he bought 2 box of Mua Chee + 2 Dumplings.
1 box of Mua Chee we ate it in e car.
another box was 4 me to eat @ home.
tt 2 Dumplings was 4 me to eat @ home too.

i kept laughing when i reached home.
wasn't i supposed to hv light snack / fingerfood??
it turned out to be heavy fingerfood.
lOl..

e Mua Chee tasted reali nice.
soft and chewy..
Dumplings tasted nice too.. (:
i luv it..

to be continue ....

Globes

2009-05-03T17:27:00.008+08:00

Met up wif dear in e morning @ 11am.
sickening flu is back.
argh!!

went to hv BK 4 lunch. =)

nice and full.

nxt went to stock up my color pencils.
haha.
cuz my color pencils may run out anytime now.
purchased -Swan- brand dis time rd. (:

nxt,
went to Watson to purchase my Choc. Rasins..
dear bought 4 packets at 1 go lor.
lOl.
he's not afraid tt i became out of shape?? ):

oh ya.
e Lemon Barley was bought lastly on e way home @ a petrol kiosk.
cuz we were thirsty.

be4 we left Compass Pt,
i wanted to go to e toilet.
so on e way to toilet,
pass by Bread Talk.
came across dis cute lil' cake.
-Ice Queen- was e name given to it.

it seems delicious wif lots of cream on it...
YUM YUM!!
w/o a sec thought,
dear bought it 4 me.
still, isn't he afraid of me becoming out of shape???
lOl.

shall try e cake ltr..
i think it will taste v v nice. =)
thanks dear! love u lots.!

back home.
was surfing e net.
came across all dis globes..

1. Rose Parade Water Globe

2. Rose Parade 2 Tier Water Globe

3. Princess Tiara Water Globe (isn't dis beautiful?)

4. Precious Moments Girl Water Globe

5. Precious Moments Ariel Water Snow Globe

6. Lighthouse Figurine with Snow Globe

7. Betty Boops Ooops Bath Water Globe

8. Betty Boop Heart Water Globe

9. Ballet Slippers Water globe

10. Ballet Slippers Revolving Water Globe

11. Me to You Snow Globe

12. 12 Days of X'mas Snow Globe

beautiful rite???

esp e Princess Tiara Water Globe..

e 2 Ballet Slippers r aso nice!

Betty Boops r aso nice!

Rose Parade + Rose Parade 2 Tier r aso nice!

AWWWWWW !!!!!!!!!

all r so so so so beautiful... !

im madly in love wif Water/Snow Globe.

haha.

i wan to get 1 4 myself!!!

if i cleared 1 of my cupboard to make a collection of all e Globes ...

tt would be WOW !

tt would be reali beautiful ...

well, maybe i shld make dis dream come true.. =)

alrite.

i will go ard purchasing different Globes every mth..

hahas!

to be continue ....

love u lots.!

Bugis Trip

2009-05-02T21:34:00.004+08:00

My dear sent me e photo we had 4 dinner on Thurs nite.
Tom Yam. =)

woke up ard 9am plus today.
but went back to slp again..
finally woke up at ard 11.45am.
cuz decided to meet Xin @ Bugis aft her work at 12.30pm.

again, as usual, i was late!
cuz i received her reply late.
hahas.

when i reached,
went to hv our lunch 1st.
cuz we were hungry.
had Pasta Mania..

bought 2 books @ Kinokuniya. =)
aft tt,
started our shopping trip.
i 4gotten to withdraw $$.
so Xin paid 4 my items 1st..
i 4gotten tt Bugis Village gt no atm machine. -.-"

bought some 10 bucks top.
i bought 2 pieces of top.
Xin bought 1 piece of top and 1 piece of dress.
tot of buying dress too.
but well, we gt no cash left and dey do not accept NETS!
so 4get it.
shall go again nxt time.

aft shopping,
went back to Junction to withdraw $.
but dun feel lyk gg back to Village cuz its damn hot!
so walked ard in Junction.

went to National Lib to return books tt Xin had borrowed.
received a call ..
and dis destroyed my mood. =(
shall not elaborate it.
haiz..

took train down to AMK hub.
walked ard..
i rmb-ed abt e snow globe i mentioned in my previous entry.
went to look 4 it.
but sadly, AMK hub does not sell. =(

we were tired and thirsty,
so headed to e Nebo @ AMK hub.
ordered some finger food.
thanks 4 e treat! =)

den Xin took out her renfu's book.
she wanted to take pict of Rf and JQ.
so i helped her.
dis was e result.

i dunno y my picts turned blue.
haha.
and Xin said it was nice.. ?

i had nth to do while she was trying to rotate e pict cuz its horizontal.
she wanted it to be vertical..
so i edited e pict to .....

lOl !!
she said its beautiful. ?

xin went to make a new pair of glasses.
she took it out.
i wore it and she helped me to take a pict.
she wore it and i helped her to take a pict.

she said i looked cute .. ?
lOl.
i think i looked weird.
cuz i dun wear glasses. =)

aft all those crappings,
we started our chit chat session on dreams.
i din noe tt we almost had common dreams?!
haha!
maybe becuz she's slping in e room juz directly below my room.
so my dreams floated down and became her dreams. ?
ok. im talking nonsenses. =/

anyway,
thanks xin 4 ur companian today. =}

alrite
to be continue ....

***
i hate e days when we cant meet up.
those were e days i felt lonely and sad. ={

Labour Day

2009-05-01T18:32:00.006+08:00

Its Labour Day today!
meaning its Holiday.
im delighted cuz i dun need to work today including tml too.. (not my shift to work dis sat)
so in total, i've gt 3 days of rest.!! =)

woke up ard 11am plus dis morning.
awaken by e talkings in my living room..
relatives were here over @ my hse 4 lunch.
cuz my dad woke up superb early today to cook as i think we're praying my grandma today.
so dey gathered @ my hse..

hv my lunch den started watching movies tt my dear had dl-ed 4 me in a harddisk.
der's my fav. barbie cartoon..
"Barbie in a Christmas Carol" ..
a v nice movie indeed which nearly made me teared ltr in e ending part. (:
it made me wanna get a snow globe too..
when u shake it, der's snow floating inside.. =)
how beautiful it is to c it when u're feeling down..
YES! im gg to search 4 it sometime nxt wk aft work.

aft e Barbie movie,
watched "Marley and Me".
Damn touching show!
i cried at e last part. )':

der's still lots of movies i haven watched yet.
will continue to watch ltr.. =)

oh ya!
gt my 1st pay cheque ytd..
end of e mth.. 30th Apr.
but due to e reason of i onli worked 21 days dis mth,
my pay was abit pathetic aft deduction of CPF. =(
cant even afford too ex. things let alone my Xperia phone.. ):
sianz!!

dear dropped by my work place to collect my cheque and banked in 4 me..
cuz he knew der's no bank nearby my hse..
and i definitely wont go all e way to Hg Mall juz to bank in my cheque.
so sweet of u my dear! =)

and we met up 4 dinner aft work ytd..
he gt me 2 packets of rasin choc. =)
yummy!!
hehe.
tot i reali wont be able to c him dis whole wk.
felt slightly happier aft c-ing him ytd.

he asked me a qn over our dinner..
isn't der anythin i reali wanted to get 4 myself but failed to get it?
dis set me thinking hard.
wad i reali wanted?
wad i failed to get 4 myself?

i've gt no idea.
i onli noe i need to hunt 4 clothes to wear 4 work.
i onli noe im saving up to get my desire phone.
as 4 puppy, i think i'll forgo it cuz its way too ex 4 me to afford.. =(
all e grooming expenses, food expenses etc ...
im afraid my income cant provide v well 4 e puppy.
and wad if it dies lyk e Marley?
wad if it gets lost?
wad if it gets sick?
wad if its neglected by me?
wif so many "wad if", i think e best way is not to get any puppy so it wont suffer wif me.

Athalia said she miss my cookies in msn last nite..
so she dun miss me. =(
well, at least she miss my cookies.
haha.
dis shows tt my cookies r edible..
its been a long time since i last baked. ):

to be continue ....

***
feeling so bored ):
Missing u again. ):

Miserable week

2009-04-28T20:53:00.002+08:00

Haiz..
dis wk passes reali slow cuz im not mtg my dear 4 dis whole wk. =(
nxt wk will we be able to meet up is still a BIG qn mark in my head.

not gg to blog much dis wk.
cuz der wont be anythin which i think its interesting to blog abt.
perhaps my blog will be dead 4 dis wk ba..

gt dis horoscope frm Cindy.

( horoscope )双子座Gemini

双子孤傲是因为他们自信，双子善变是因为世界在改变，双子没有耐性是因为他们发现了不值得，双子冷漠是因为他们害怕被伤害，双子花心是因为他们没有找到真爱，双子不在乎是因为你没有看到他们的敏感。Geminis
are proud because they are confident. Geminis changed easily because the world
is changing. Geminis has no patience becuase they realize its not worth it.
Geminis are normally cold because they are afraid of being hurt. Geminis are
flirt because they have not found their true love. Geminis don't care because
you have not seen their sensitiveness.

笑smile
双子们的笑永远都是最单纯的，无论什么时候你都会看到一直都在笑的双子，因为他们一直都只想把自己的快乐带给别人，却只把悲伤留给自己，你没有看到过双子的眼泪是因为他从来不会在被人面前哭，当你看到双子的眼泪的时候，那么说明你是真的把他们的真心夺走了，因为双子真的很需要一份值得的依靠，他会每时每刻的在乎你的一切，他们很敏感的，会跟着你的快乐而快乐，跟着你的忧愁而忧愁，跟着你的改变而改变，但在你面前他们从来都是快乐的。Geminis
smile are always so pure and innocent, you will always see Geminis smiling
everytime, because they wanted to bring their happiness to everyone around them,
keeping their sorrows to themselves. You have never seen Geminis tears because
they never cry infront of people. but when u see Geminis tears, meaning you have
really hurt them.. They really need someone to rely on. Geminis always cares,
they are very sensitive, they will be happy when you are happy, sad when you are
sad, but they are always happy infront of you.

爱love
一提到双子的爱，一般人肯定都会说：双子座的人最花心。可是是真的是这样吗？双子和异性的关系好只是因为他们非同一般的亲和力，而双子的真心只有一个，当他找到的时候，他就会付出自己的一切让对方得到幸福，他要的不是他自己能和对方在一起，他要的是对方的幸福，和双子在一起会感到很随和，因为他会包容你的一切，你的一切优点和缺点，和双子在一起绝对不会觉得被锁住，你只要做自己就好，因为双子喜欢的就是真实的你，做作的人根本不会得到双子的心。Geminis
love, normally people will say:Geminis are the most flirtous among all. but is
it true? Geminis get along very well with the opposite sex because of their
friendliness and easy going. Geminis has only one real love. When they found
their true love, they will do everything they can to give happiness to the other
party. What Geminis want is not because they want to be together with the other
party, its they want the other party to feel happy and blessed. When you are
together with Geminis, you will feel very relaxed and easy going, because
Geminis will always be understanding, accepts your good and bad. You wont feel
breatheless or the feeling of being tied down when you are together with
Geminis. You just have to be yourself, because Geminis love the real
you.　　

坚强strong
有人说双子很坚强，什么都不在乎，是阿，表面的双子确实很坚强，但是内心他们比任何人都脆弱，也许这也是风向。星座的人的一个特性，决不会让别人看到自己脆弱的一面，因为他们都是一个有一双别人看不见翅膀的天使，天生就会给别人带来快乐，双子们的眼泪是透明的，别人看不见，可是自己却能看得很清楚这样的透明的泪给自己开来双倍的痛。talked
about Gemini's character, they appears to be very strong upfront. but deep down
in their hearts, they are the most fragile ones compare to other horoscopes.
They will not let anyone see their fragile times. Geminis are the angels with an
invisible pair of wings. They are destined to bring happiness to people.
Gemini's tears are transparent. others wont be able to see, but they themselves
will be able to see their transparent tears that will bring them double times of
the pain. 　　

人际popularity
双子们的人缘很好，因为他们懂得你什么时候需要什么样的帮助，而且双子们会根据不同的人有不同的交往方式，双子很容易相信别人，所以经常会被欺骗，可是在欺骗后他们仍然会轻轻的笑笑然后说：没关系的，他骗我肯定会有原因。双子从来不会知道后悔是什么，因为他们时时刻刻都在为别人想，总会设身处地，可是这样别人根本就不知道，就是因为他帮助别人太多了，所以在他需要帮助的时候却总是孤立无援，然后继续的笑着，笑着找到一个角落，留下那颗透明的泪。Geminis
are popular among people. because they know when and what kind of help you will
need. Moreover Geminis will offer different kind of help to different kind of
people. Geminis trust people easily, as a result, they always get cheated by
people. But after being cheated, they will still smile and say " its alright,
they have their reasons to lie." Geminis do not know what is the feeling of
regret, because they are always thinking for other people at all times, not for
themselves. But people always do not know. Its because Geminis helped too many
people, so when they needed help, they always feel lonely, they only have
themselves. They will continue to smile, smile till they found a corner, there,
they will drop their transparent tears.. 　　

朋友friends
当双子的朋友真的很幸福哦！因为当你遇到什么困难时，他会比你更着急，甚至会失去自己宝贵的东西也会帮助你，他会带给你快乐帮你分担忧愁，可是你却看不到他的孤独和无助，当双子看到你不高兴的时候，无论这时他有多么的郁闷，他也会立刻露出最真实的笑容来帮助你。Its
fortunate to be Gemini's friend! Because whenever you met with any obstacles,
Geminis will be more anxious than you, even if it cost them their most precious
things, Gemini will still help you. Geminis will bring you happiness and share
your worries. But you just cant see Gemini's loneliness and helpless. When
Geminis realize that you are sad, no matter how sad Geminis are feeling at that
moment, they will still show you their most sincere smile to help you.
　　执着determination

说双子善变，那只是片面之词，对于双子真正喜欢的东西，它是会执着的让人害怕的，就是因为内心太像小孩子太单纯，所以对于他们真正喜欢的东西，他们是根本就不知道放弃是什么的，除非是他们自己发现这个东西不值得，否则他们是绝对不会放弃的，只要是他们肯定的，他们就会有超出别人很多的坚持和执著。Geminis
are unpredictable? that is only the surface words. When Geminis have something
that they like, they will persist till to the extend that makes people feels
frightened. because they have a pure and innocent inner self like a child, they
won't give up no matter what, if that is the thing that they wanted. Unless its
the things that they realize its not worth it, they won't even thought of giving
up. If its something they really wanted, they will show more determination to
get it more than other people.

自尊pride
双子的自尊很重要，对于他们最重要的恐怕就是这个了，他们懂得原谅，无数次的去试着原谅，就算别人让自己千疮百孔，他们也会无条件的有自己的宽容，有自己的原则和原谅，就是因为他们的自尊，他们的自尊心让他们相信这个世界永远都是最美的，因为他们的自尊不允许自己放弃这个世界。Geminis
pride is very important, this is the most important to them. They know how to
forgive, they will try countless of times to forgive no matter what happens.
Forgive with no reason, they have their own principle and forgiveness. because
of their pride, they believe that the world is always that beautiful. because
their pride will not allow them to give up the world. 　

分享
share在双子的世界里没有分享，只有是你的或者是我的，他们不会把一样东西去和别人分享，因为他们认为这样对那样东西是不公平的，因为他在乎每一个人每一样东西的感觉，只要他认为这件东西是自己可以割舍的，他绝对会无条件的退出，去成全别人，对于欺骗过他们的恋人，他会选择原谅，但绝对不会再和他们在一起，因为他懂得这样不值得。In
Gemini's world, there is no sharing. there is only yours or theirs. they won't
share the same thing with people, because they think that its not fair to that
thing that they are sharing. they care about everyone and even the thing's
feeling. if they feel that they can give up and live without the thing, they
will step back and give up that thing to other people without any reasons. to
those lovers who cheated of Gemini's feeling before, Gemini will chose to
forgive them, but they will never ever be with them anymore, because they know
its not worth it. 　

双子座的人真的很可爱，真的很需要人的保护和安慰，他们不会放弃世界，却会放弃自己，去成全别人，他们懂得原谅和理解，无论这一秒他有多讨厌一个人，下一秒看到那个人脆弱的一面，他还是会去无条件地帮助他，真的很傻吧？但是傻的好可爱，好让人心疼，痛过以后，他们依然会笑着面对以后未知的路，继续原谅，继续理解，继续快乐，继续的傻着，改变双子真的很难吧？因为他们的心都是金刚石作的，但不是说他们无情，他们的执着只是针对自己的，那么孤傲的一个人，也只是针对自己，因为他们不知道怎么表达自己的内心，所以他们选择了沉默。Geminis
are really cute, they really need people to protect and comfort them. they will
not give up the world, but they will give up themselves to fulfil others. they
know how to forgive and understand. no matter how Gemini hates someone at this
very moment, the next moment when they saw that someone's fragile times, they
will still helped that someone with no string attached. Isn't it very foolish
and stupid? they are foolish, but they are cute in a way. this makes people feel
heart broken, but Gemini will always smile and face the unforseen future,
continue to forgive, continue to be understanding, continue to be happy,
continue to be foolish. to change a Gemini is very tough, isn't it? because
their heart is made of metal, not saying that they are heartless, but their
determination, is for themselves, their proudness, is for themselves, because
they do not know how to express themselves, so they chose to keep to themselves,
and stay quiet.

to be continue ....

sick + b'dae dinner

2009-04-26T19:03:00.008+08:00

Im reali sick dis time rd. =(
down wif flu and abit of cough.
gastric aso felt weird dis few days.
argh!!

im v tired ytd during work.
fall aslp in e bus back home.
luckily i nv missed my bus stop. =)

when i reached home,
i fall aslp again.
lOl.. im real tired.

went 4 a b'dae dinner wif my dad, aunt, uncle and xin ..
a big celebration indeed.
dey even engaged a live band wif all popular singers frm getai.

gg to start soon.. (:

1st singer..
she's reali gd. =)
how i wished i was lyk her. =(

nxt was dis male singer.
he's being labeled as -charity singer-
maybe becuz he dun collect allowance 4 his performance.

i've nv seen dis singer be4.
haha.
but she's quite friendly.
still say hi to me when i walked past her table.

a female singer frm china -yoyo-

following on,
im lazy to take photos anymore.
haha.

i think its becuz of e singers not able to arrive on time.
e b'dae star's daughter came looking 4 me.
she said im so difficult to find. lOl
but im juz sitting infront of e stage.

she asked me to go up and performed 2 songs.
i told her i cant, cuz my partner was not here.
she said its ok, insisted me on gg up to help performed 2 songs to delay e time.
told her again i cant cuz im down wif flu and sore throat.
she said well, e most aft singing, i dun talked 4 a few days. -.-"

in e end, i still went up to sing.

my 1st time on stage w/o my partner, -alone-

wif onli my voice. think i muz hv sounded weird.
xin even helped me to record down e video.

lOl.

but still thanks!

i think i nv reali sang well.

cuz of my flu i guess. =((

dis was e b'dae star's daughter. -hong yi ping-
she's reali beautiful ytd.
tot she's not performing.
but she still performed. =)
singing -yi bai wan-
nice!

her wif another male singer, -jun long-

many other singers were invited to perform too.
juz tt i nv took photos of dem.

e dinner ended reali late i guess.
cuz when i left e restaurant, dey were still performing.
and tt was ard 11pm+ .. @_@
bumped into another singer rushing to perform while we were waiting 4 e lift.
tt was real late! !
gosh!!

1 word -tired-

*********************************

set my alarm to 11.30am.
cuz mtg my dear at 1pm.
but i off my alarm and continue to slp..

finally jumped up ard 12.40pm.
and realize i was late!
faster bath and get ready.

dear reached at 1pm sharp.
and im still preparing..
so sry dear.

had our lunch @ compass pt -burger king-

dear said he's v full.
so he onli had 3 pieces of drumlets and 1 mouth of my burger and a few fries.
im so full aft finishing my meal.

went to stock up my make ups, facial foam etc..
get a new water bottle too.. =)
der's aso choc raisins and flu med frm dear.
thanks dear!
hehe.

tabao Hainanese Chicken Rice home 4 dinner.
started eating ard 6.45pm ..
till now, its alr 8.13.. -.-"
hahas!

so fast its Mon again ..
gotta work.
had to rush and speed up my task 4 e Maths Corner and my class theme decorations.
dateline is dis thurs, -30th April-
hopefully i can meet e dateline.

alrite,
gg to finish up my rice and do some research 4 my work stuffs.
to be continue ....

***
Miss and Love u dearly!!

unwell

2009-04-24T21:19:00.007+08:00

Today's post will gonna be a long entry..
pls bear wif it ya. (:

did not came in to blog abt ytd.
cuz was busy doing my work stuffs..
ended up onli slping at 1am.. ZZZzzzz
so i shall talked abt ytd 1st..

during work ytd,
dear delivered 4 me duck porridge.
cuz my gastric wasn't feeling well..
thanks dear. love u!
it was delicious and i finished up every single bit.. =)
and when im abt to finish, den i rmb-ed to take photos. ):

he said he sent me msg saying we will be mtg up 4 dinner.
but i did not received his msg. ):
so aft my work,
i did not wait 4 him..
i took bus back to Yishun Int'change.
but..
he's so lucky tt i did not went home.
i went to walk ard North Point. (:

he called me ard 6.30pm asking me where am i.
told him im at Yishun..
asked me whether i've received his sms.
i said no...
so .. is his/mine's, line / phone spoilt???
lOl
but we still met up eventually la. =)

was not hungry.
so he waited 4 me to get hungry den we proceed to hv our dinner.
he listed out so many kind of food, all i shoke my head.
but in e end i chose Mac which he mentioned it 1st in e list!!!
isn't me finding trouble??
luckily he din flipped me upside down.
haha.

so we went to hv Mac..
did not eat McSpicy cuz i couldn't open my mouth too big..
so we had double cheese burger (plain) den.

aft dinner he sent me home.
cuz its late le..
and i still hv things to do.. ):
tt's all 4 ytd..
**********************************************

lets talked abt today.
today was Art & Craft lesson..
everythin went well..
dey seems to be listening to me except a few lil' monkeys.
dey simply refused to do anythin.
asked dem to color, dey hold on to e color pencil/crayons and looked ard. -.-"

actually i quite lyk today's art piece.. (:
initially wanted to let dem do e Indian Feather Headband..
but i've gt not enuff construction papers at home..
cuz i need to help dem do, den during e lesson, let dem decorate / color / scribble ..
so, i changed e art piece at e last min.

b'dae celebration in my class today.
e cake was nice.
principal still came to help me today. =)
she said every teacher will get smth 4 e b'dae boy if der's celebration in class.
so she said she had stocked up alot of gifts 4 e children in advance..
den e teacher will juz need to purchase frm e office will do.
so i purchased 2 box of color pencils which cost 1 bucks each.
damn cheap lor.

but i 4gotten abt 1 dumbest thing.
tt is .. to remove e price tag .. @_@
i think i'll be super pai seh if i were to c his parents/grandma.
walaos!

e principal wanted to tell me i 4gotten to remove e price tag.
be4 she opened her mouth to say.
i said " Ya, i 4got to remove e price tag. "
and she laughed. -.-"

a boy in my class wanted to kiss me.
gosh!!!
wad is e world coming to ?!!?
he hold my head towards his head lor.
i asked him wad's he doing.
he said he wanted to kiss me.
i said kiss where?
he said he wanted to kiss my mouth! ??

i said NO.
u wan u kiss my hand.
he said NO. he wan to kiss my mouth.
and both of us were struggling der.
OMG !

ytd and today he did tt.
i had to hold him wif 1 hand so he wont fall backwards cuz he was sitting on my lap.
den i had to push his head away frm me wif 1 hand to prevent him frm coming near me.
we struggled 4 i think 1 or 2 min or so..

i wonder wad will he be lyk when he grows up.
HAHA!
i reali wan to c..

i suspected tt i had gastric flu.
cuz e symptons i had, r almost e same as gastric flu.
and im down wif flu + abit of cough. ):
and im feeling so so tired.
headache somemore.

alrite.
shall stop here.
gg to do my coloring and den slp..
gotta work tml at 8am - 2pm.
tough*

to be continue ......

midst of falling sick

2009-04-22T21:03:00.004+08:00

dear sent me e photos of our food le. (:
my super big plate de duck rice..

plus our drink (soya bean) and satay. (:

dis made me super full...

e journey to work today was horrible.
when i woke up today i wasn't feeling quite well.
had diarrhoea and gastric was uncomfortable.

took a bus out to transfer 854.
weather was hot lyk hell and i've gt no energy to walk.
so i boarded 165 ..
alot of ppl.. crowded.
so i was standing..
a kind lady even asked me whether i wan to sit anot..
maybe i looked sick?? lOl.
but i thanked her and rejected it.. cuz im gg to alight a few more stops away.

aft i alighted, 854 came ...
im lucky tt der's seats 4 me during e journey to yishun int. change..
if not i think i'll die ..
reached int. change..
take a seat at a stool der resting... cuz feeling reali uncomfortable..
so i used e resting time to think whether i shld go work anot..
sat der frm 9.30 - 9.45..
finally i still went.

i've gt no energy e whole day today. ):
feeling so tired.
feeling so restless.
haiz..

even i've gt to drag myself back aft i alighted frm e bus..
today's home journey seems lyk v long and tiring...
ZZzzz.

gosh.
now e uncomfortable feeling is back. =(
shall stopped here.

to be continue ...

Fish Horse

2009-04-21T21:20:00.007+08:00

i think e skin on my face is reali fragile.
a lil' scratching will cause my skin to "peel"
in another word, means tt a portion of my skin "fall off".
aiya, i dunno how to say la. =x

im quite tired today during work.
eyes were uncomfortable & tiring.
a lil' boy in my class kissed me on my cheek twice when i was off my guard !!
he did tt out of a sudden when i was marking e papers.
he still smile and laugh aft tt. -.-"

dinner wif dear today.
picts were wif him.
will upload e pict of e snacks he gt 4 me today tgt wif e dinner we hv when i gt frm him.
a v v full dinner. (:
i gt to eat v slowly cuz i cant open my mouth too big. ):
so dear had to wait 4 me to finish.
and i think i took quite long. =X
so sry..

i had difficulty bathing.
my face pain + my hand pain.
face pain was becuz of e "fallen off skin" portion.
hand pain was becuz of paper cut during work.
i was holding e paper explaining to dem and i accidently brushed my hand across e paper.
dis caused it to hv a cut der.
wheneva i recalled it now, e feeling of pain is still der. =/

i've learnt a new word today.
me and teacher fangyi was doing coloring today during their napping time.
der's a pict of Sea Horse and Starfish on e table.
e lil' boy whom i said kissed me, saw e pict.
he refused to slp so he looked at us doing our coloring.

teacher fangyi asked him dis: " Ivryn, wad is dis? "
he said " Star. "
i corrected him.. i said " Starfish. "
and he repeated aft me.
nxt teacher fangyi asked him: " wad is dis? "
he said: " Horsing. "
both of us laughed.!
teacher fangyi corrected him.
she said: " no. its Sea Horse. "
he repeated aft her again.

aft many rounds of asking and answering,

i asked him e v last time .. i said: " Irvyn, wad is dis? "
he said " Starfish. "
well, he gt e Starfish right.
here comes e funny part.
i asked him..
" so wad is dis? " (pointing to e Sea Horse)
his reply was " Fish Horse. " ??!!!??

where e hell does Fish Horse comes frm?
haha. i think he gt confused...
lOl !!
so both of us learnt a new word " FISH HORSE " today.
tml im gg to ask him again.
c wad kind of funny ans he will give me. =)

alrite.
im off to do my coloring..
to be continue ....

Long Journey

2009-04-20T23:09:00.004+08:00

Im extremely tired today.. ):
stomach was not feeling well frm ytd till today.
think i ate e wrong thing. =C

today at work,
to prevent myself frm dozing off while e kids were hving their nap,
i drew on e mahjong paper pasted on e wall.
drew a big tree wif tree trunks, flowers, grass, clouds, sun, butterflies,
and pasted those creepy crawlies which i colored ytd on e drawing tt i drew...

by e time i finished drawing, its alr 3pm.
time 4 dem to wake up.
so i continue aft 5.30pm, which was their tv time.
while dey were watching cartoon ard 5.30pm,
i started to color e drawing..
my hands were tired.. Zzzz.

was supposed to meet dear 4 dinner be4 i went 4 lesson.
but ard 6.20 he called me and said he had smth urgent to attend to..
so we couldn't meet up.

actually i was quite lost at tt moment.
cuz i dunno whether to go home or to go str to my lesson place.
be4 he called to cancel e mtg, i've called my dad and said im hving dinner outside,
and will be gg to e lesson myself.

aft thinking awhile,
i decided to call my dad.
told him to wait 4 me at home and go tgt.
so i took bus all e way back.

when i reached hg and alighted at my stop,
i called him.
he said he's alr at e lesson place.. -.-"
now, i gt to reali go myself.

so i walked to take 112.
alighted at kovan mrt stn..
den transfer 136.
alighted at a distance frm e lesson place.
walked all e way in.
HELL. i reached e lesson place at ard 8.10pm.
so i total transferred 4 bus today.
804 -> 854 -> 112 -> 136..
im damn tired.

fall aslp during lesson.
haiz.
skipped my dinner too.
no time to eat.

and now, im tired..
im gg to bed.
gdnite ppl.

to be continue ....

**
i dunno y i felt sad.
i even teared a lil'.
i guess i'll be alrite aft a gdnite slp..

Off day

2009-04-18T20:42:00.006+08:00

Its my 1st off day today. =)
cuz i onli need to work on alt sat.
so .. of cuz i woke up late.
initially my plan was waking up at 12+ den ard 1 or 2 plus,
im gg out to get a bag..
cuz im not mtg up wif dear today.

but out of a sudden, he msg-ed me saying we can meet up.
Hurray!!
so still, i woke up ard 12pm+ ..
laid on my bed 4 awhile more be4 getting up to hv my shower.
ard 12.45, i intended to go shower,
but my sis was bathing.
so i went back to my bed wif my toothbrush and my towel ... i fell aslp. Zzzz.

by e time i woke up,
its alr 1.20pm !!
i dunno y i spent so much time in e toilet.
when i came out, its alr gg to be 2pm. -.-"

dear said he's reaching in abt 10 mins time,
and im still holding my towel.
quickly put on my make up to cover my stupid sickening irritating stubborn selfish BIG pimple.
when im looking 4 clothes, he's alr downstairs waiting 4 me.
he dropped me a msg saying he has reached le and its v noisy.

i was thinking where gt noisy?
no construction gg on, nobody fighting, nobody shouting.
its all quiet.
tt's v weird..

ard 2.20pm,
i went down to meet him.
gt into his car...
apologized 4 being late. =)

he took out e Hello Kitty Soft toy which i always complained its v ex.
while passing to me, he said its v noisy.
i asked him " wad thing noisy? no construction ar.. "
he said: " e kitty is making lots of noise, asking u to bring her home. "
he aso said: " e kitty said im always looking at her behind e counter .. "
tt's y he brought her home 4 me.
SO tt's e "noise" he's referring to. -.-"
hahas!
but its quite funny. =D

omg!
its so cute.. hehe !!
he left e choc. he bought 4 me ytd at home.
so juz now be4 he met up wif me,
he went to buy 2 new packets 4 me..
so lovely of u dear. =)
he aso passed me e 270 lotus.
haha.
cuz he said instead of me coloring all e lotus, he photocopied 4 me.
so i dun need to color.

aft tt,
went 4 lunch.
i wanted to hv e chicken cutlet fried rice cuz e previous time i ate it, its nice.
dear wanted chicken chop.
e weather was super hot lyk hell.
so both of us had ice cold coke!! =)

e amt of rice in my plate was .. HORRIBLE!
its way too much la.
hahas!!!
i still suspected my dear ordered 4 X-tra rice.
but he din la.
dunno y today so much rice..

aft lunch,
weather was horrible + terrible..
so we stayed in e car to chit chat wif e air-con FULL BLAST!
our topic was .. " will our grandparents received e items we burnt 4 dem during tomb sweeping?? "
haha.
had a long talk..

aft tt, he sent me home..
cuz he gt smth on..
rest awhile at home be4 gg out to hg mall to get my bag.
he said go ard evening time so wont be tt hot.

went out ard 5.20pm.
indeed e weather was not so hot..
reached hg mall ard 5.40pm.

not much effort used, i bought a bag 4 myself.
tt's 4 me to carry when i go to work everyday.
aft buying,
shopped ard..
went into Mini Toons..

sian.
whenever i stepped into Mini Toons,
im sure to step out of e shop wif some purchasing. @_@
today i bought earrings and necklace frm der.

walked down a storey,
i bought a watch.
its v cheap..
tt's 4 me to wear to work, so tt i wont be heartpain if its spoilt.
cuz i need to bathe e kids ..
dey always pull my hands + soap and water may get in.
i dun wan e crystals to fall off.

reprimanded myself 4 spending so much $$.
lOl.
complained to dear.
he said its alrite ..
e things i bought r 4 me to use.. not to be displayed der..
so its quite worth it.. plus, if i spent $$ means im earning $$.
hmmm .. sounds nice.. (:
so went home happily..

my hair is abit longer now..
but its still short..
today, i missed my long hair alot.. =(

was looking 4 my laptop window disc.
cuz i tot of reformatting my laptop.
i dun wan to use vista anymore.
cuz it reali slows down e speed plus it has lots of bugs. ):

to my surprise,
i found my performance disc 2 yrs ago .. yr of 2007.
lOl !!
i watched it on e spot.
was performing a Hokkien song in Teck Ghee CC.
i dunno how come i hv e disc.. and i've nv watched it be4.
well, e performance wasn't reali fantastic nor marvellous but its quite alrite. =)

a sudden urge of wanting to sing now. =(

i reali miss singing.. ='(

to be continue ....

***

thank u dear 4 all e things u hv done 4 me.

i reali appreciated it.. =)

love u lots!!!

hehe.

shag

2009-04-17T22:34:00.003+08:00

finally my dear bluetooth me e food he took tt day 4 our dinner.
Tom Yam Noodle.
Spicy + Sour + e small red chilli + a cup of ice cold coke ..
wOoOo!!
Shiok man!!

today marks e end of 2nd wk of work.
v tiring..
but dear said its gd..
cuz im back to normal ..
my slping time now is usually 11.30pm or earlier.
sometimes 10pm+ im alr in bed..
dis time rd cfm plus chop sure fall aslp..
hehe.

working in an all ladies environment is indeed tough 4 me.
i dunno whether is der any backstabbing gg on.
i dunno whether is der any gossips gg on.
i dunno whether is der any unhappiness gg on.
im reali afraid tt i'll offend dem in some other ways which i dunno.
im reali afraid tt dey will be unhappy wif me in maybe something tt i did which i dunno.
sometimes i cant help but think abt all dis issues.
im trying v hard not to think abt all dis issues.

actually not all teachers der r bad.
der's 1 or 2 which r nice and friendly.

4 eg: der's a teacher called Teacher Christina.
initially she was called Mrs Hong.
but aft i joined dem,
e principal changed her name to Teacher Chris.

she's nice. v friendly. v thoughtful.
she lent me her lesson plan 4 reference,
she ask me to leave 1st when we worked till 7pm.
cuz i've gt to travel v far to reach home.
she jokes wif me.

another teacher incharge of e PlayGroup named Teacher Lucy.
she's friendly. cheerful. helpful too.
we always greet each other in e morning.
we chase e bus tgt aft work. haha.

actually der's another teacher called Teacher Ang.
although we did not talked much.
she's still quite approachable.

e other 3 teachers..
i've onli gt few words to describe dem..
tt is " DAO", "RUDE", "PROUD", "SICKENING" ..

haiz..
enuff of dem.
spoilt my mood. =(

dinner today wif dear.
i had Western food and he had Fried Hokkien Noodle.
plus our fruit juice each.. =)

no doubts, tt is my hand. (:
hahas
but ... wad is tt behind my hands?
legs?
but it looks weird.. ... .. dun tell me its ........ ....... !!!!!???????!!!!

dear stocked up my choc.
but i left it in his car.. 4gotten to bring it home. =(
so i asked him to keep it 4 me 1st..

now its not even 11.30pm and im alr tired..
my eyes r closing soon.. -_- Zzzz
closing my eyes while im blogging...
gosh.!

alrite.
to be continue ....

moodless

2009-04-16T20:50:00.002+08:00

i've gt no mood to blog abt wad happened today.
today simply sucks!!
be back tml.
=(

to be continue .....

bad tempered

2009-04-15T21:47:00.008+08:00

today my temper wasn't reali gd.
maybe due to e weather ..
too heaty..

those kids today were naughty.
so i scolded a kid during lunch time.
cuz he's playing wif his food and he spilt it on himself and on e floor.
asked him to bring me tissue paper but he refused.
he juz stood der and look elsewhere.
totally ignored wad i said.
im flare up..
so i told him " im gg to beat u ltr .. "
and .. he cried. -.-"

although he's at fault.
but i felt bad making him cried.
well.. but its my job to teach him to be responsible 4 his own doings.
haiz..
tough...

here's e pict of e drawings frm 3 5 yrs old kids who drew 4 me ..
isn't it cute?
even though i dunno wad r dey drawing.
but i noe e 1st drawing..
seems lyk winnie e pooh rite?
but .. its body was abit dislocated.
haha!
doesn't matter. (:

v sweet of dem.
happy to receive their drawings. (:

der's smth im more happy abt.

today din meet up wif my dear. ):

so during 4pm+,

while i was marking e children's work,

he text me..

asking me do i felt lyk drinking an ice cold coke now?

and in e msg he mentioned tt im marking e children's work. =O

i was shocked.

i was wondering how he knew it !!??!

so i called him.

he picked up e phone and said he's at e back door..

which was facing directly my class.

he came to pass me a bottle of ice cold coke!!

cooL !!!

another surprise today. =D

i actually did not noticed tt he was at e back door.

maybe im too engrossed in marking e papers.

arrr.. so sweet of him.

came specially to pass me drink. =)

hehe.

hmmmmmm.. dis shows tt even though he's busy,

he din 4get me.. =P

tml's shift: 9 - 6pm.

not mtg up wif dear tml again.. =(

but its alrite..

my dear is sick. =(

get well soon...

to be continue ....

i haven had e moodless feeling 4 so long.

today it came back.

lasted till now..

terrible feeling .. ):

****

Reali touched by wad u did.

love u so so much!!!

Im missing u ..

Surprises*

2009-04-14T21:47:00.006+08:00

"Piak" !!
dis was e sound made by a lil' boy in my class.
y was der dis sound?
cuz he killed a fly dis aftnoon when e fly was taking a "stroll" in my class on e floor.
he killed it wif his bare hands.
and e fly still stucked to his hand. -.-"
he still showed it to me ..
told e children not to touch it, but he went to killed it right aft i said nobody was supposed to touch.
haiz.
dunno whether i shld laugh or get angry. -.-
stubborn kids.

der's so many surprises today 4 me!!

-1stly-
was surprised by my dear.
a msg received at 2.42pm asking me to go to my classroom windows.
cuz e curtains were down as e kids r hving their nap.
so i peep outside .. der i saw my dear standing der!!!

-2ndly-
aft being surprised by him appearing outside my windows, another surprise came along ..
he's not onli standing der, but holding on to a packet of ..... pad .....
haha.
cuz i told him i 4got to bring mine today!! Zzzz.
he's clever.
gt e correct brand somemore.
i swear i nv told him be4 wad brand i used. =)
he wanted me to be comfortable so he went to get it 4 me and den passed to me.
i was so ... so .... so .... touched by him.

-3rdly-
received dear's msg ard 12pm+ saying tt he cant meet me today cuz he gt smth on ..
but aft he went off, he dropped me a msg saying dinner tonite.
im shocked.
he said its another surprise 4 me..
hehe.
i smiled happily.

dear told me he stood infront of e section tt sells pads 4 abt 5 mins thinking which brand to get 4 me.
hahas.
v sweet of him. =)
everytime i tot of him getting e pad 4 me, i'll smile sweetly to myself..

both of us had Tom Yam Noodle today 4 dinner.
pict is wif him.
so i cant upload it.
shall upload when i gt it frm him as well as e pict of 2 drawings which r given to me by 2 lil' kids frm other class.
v nice of dem too. =)
thanks.

alrite.
im tired..
gg off le..

to be continue .....

*****
u're my BEST dear eva!
i reali felt v fortunate to hv u..
love u lots my dear!!
I Miss u.

"SHITTING" day

2009-04-13T21:17:00.004+08:00

y do i named my post today as SHITTING day??
becuz today seems lyk alot of kids in e centre r doing their big business.
1 of dem did it while im eating my "brown" rice 4 lunch when he's supposed to be slping. -.-"

finally dey sat down tgt to listen to my Maths lesson.
im happy. =)
hope tml's eng lesson will go smoothly.
need to think of smth 4 their art and craft lesson on fri.
till now im idealess. =(

dear picked me up frm work and off we went 4 dinner.
he's not hungry so he had dessert and "zhui kuey".

while i had my duck rice wif X-tra rice.
yes. no doubt. ordered by my dear.

came home aft dinner cuz i need to complete my work.

and we're both tired.. (:

tml's shift : 9 - 6pm again.

actually i would prefer dis shift.

and actually i quite lyk it.. which i dunno y. hahas!

alrite.

shall stopped here.

to be continue ....

***

im always telling my dear those interesting stuffs tt happened during work.

i wondered if all those will bored him.

i guess more or less it will.

hmm ... alrite! i've decided.!!!

i shld cut down bit by bit.

shld talked to him abt other things. (:

-loving u-

a visit to my grandma

2009-04-12T18:54:00.004+08:00

dis snack which i bought ytd was indeed nice.
but not e one wif Wasabi flavour.
tt sucks! =)
i preferred dis one.

woke up ard 12pm today cuz ard 1+ we're all gg to visit my grandma. (:
real tired cuz slpt late ytd nite.
weather was fine..
not too hot.. tt's gd.

its such a long time since i visited my grandma, which was last yr.
took some photos.
cuz i've gt nth to do and i dunno wad to do.

adults were arranging all e food prepared 4 my grandma.
soon, all e food and pastries r up...

so many food..
yummy.. =)

everyone gathered behind to prepare e items we wanted to burn 4 my grandma.
der's LV too... branded sia..
busy busy busy .... ....

we left e place soon aft everythin was completed..

cuz it seems lyk its gg to rain anytime.

dear waited 4 me up under my blk to pick me up 4 lunch.

im so happy to c him .. (:

while i gt into his car, he told me he gt me smth...

1st item ..

4 me to put my hp while charging...

cuz he dun wan me to put my phone beside me on my bed while charging or im slping..

tt would kill my brain cells ..

he even said ltr e radiation makes me go haywire .. LOL!!!

2nd item ..

damn cute rite??? looks yummy too!!
a donut shape scotch tape holder.

i can used it in sch so tt i wont hv to cut e tapes wif scissors which makes my hand painful.

we went 4 lunch..

dis was my lunch.

crispy meatball noodle wif my warm milk. =)

i took my 1st cuz mine arrived 1st..

but i 4gotten to take e pict of my dear's food when it arrived. =(

aft lunch,

went to NTUC ..

wanted to get choc.

but its weird tt NTUC did not sell e choc i wan. ???... ??

so we walked to 7-11

and he gt me dis 2..

soft sweet gummies and Almond white choc. =D

alrite.

off to do my stuff le.

its Mon again tml.

2nd wk of my work.

but i've gt lots of doubts to clear wif e principal ..

shall do it soon maybe dis wk..

i felt abit better aft reading ur msg tt u sent me.

tt put an ease to my mind.

i love u lyk i always do.

Miss u lots..

to be continue ....